Gender: Male Location: Over there. Maybe there, too.
I explain to you everything you need to join, and to just follow me in the storyline, I even give you a character sheet to fill out and you still think you can't do it. I'm sorry but that is really pathetic.
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(Thanks Raijin) Xbox Live-Frisky Marcus
Change my attempt, good intentions.
Should I? Could I?
What a night,
when I was checking my e-mail, I noticed one new one from one of my best guy friends.
And it read about how he was going to kill himself, how he loved me like a little sister, and how everything, and everybody would be better off without him.
D:
but he's fine.
just slashed his arm with a stake knife.
but what a scare.
I don't even know what it was about.
...It's beyond sad.
I guess you have never gone through it, and I sincerely hope you never will. It's something like I've never felt before, panic stricken, but almost helpless. It's the worst feeling in the world.
At least the cuts he made on himself weren't that deep, they just bled alot. I don't know if he's mad at me for storming into his house and finding him. He was crying after all and he likes the one to comfort, not to be comforted.
He wouldn't look me in the eyes, and he didn't say a single word to me. Not for three whole hours. But I asked if he was going to continue when I walked out the door and he shook his head.
But oh my...
I hope my hair doesn't start turning gray or falling out. xD
Having someone kill themselvse or threaten is not a pleasant experience... For me it was a life changing one. It's happened 3 times, two times the person tried and failed, the other well... I hope he's somewhere nice.
People dying dosen't make me as sad as it used to... Unfortunate as that is, I don't like myself in that sense. If you need someone else to talk to then of course, I'll do my best to be there when you feel like it.
Personally I've only experienced that once and hope never to again; the worst part about it was that no one could reach her so I had no damn way of knowing what her condition was. Uncertainty is terrible.