on saturday was awesome i thought. i couldnt be arsed to go at first but did go eventually and seen the people in town and lloyd went to the bus station cause he said to meet him there but i seen everyone else first, then lloyd came back and said that shellie was at the bus station and laura told shellie that she was busy and didnt wana pass him, but we had to to get the bus. and i think she avoided a awkward situation well, then we had hot dirty sex. then we got a bus and that was a laugh just talking about shit and stuff. and on the way we were caught in a trafic jam cause a car was on fire! and lloyd was filming it on his phone gong on about 'memories' and shit . then we went to somerfield in porthcawl and caught some stuff for the BBQ nad i got some chocolate chirstmas cake. and lloyd got a kiddies golf and football set thing . then we were walking to the beach and ben was asking if i would do eliza and i said yeah, and he was all like'' but i was just like '**** you'. and he had a aweshock moments when i went on about francis! francis is hawt imo. got to the beach and it was PACKED! so we had to walk ages to get to the far end, and it was really windy to so it took ages to get teh BBQ started, and aimee and laura got a windbreaker thing so that was cool. still loads of sand everywhere, had half a can of strongbow and then it was full of sand and shit. ****ing sand! then we finally got the BBQ started while me and lloyd were playing cricket. then i had some good hotdogs and some sandy/cider hotdogs . apparently the cider would get rid of the sand on the sausage. then laura had to go to a family meal thing. then ben and lloyd went to bens dads and me, josh and aimee went on the rides, then we went on this one ride and some ****ing weird guy was asking aimee 'how are you lovely' 'whats your number', im pretty sure he was pissed off his head but he looked well dodgy, tattoos on his face and all that, and i think aim was a little wary of bumping into him again. . then we just waited for lloyd and ben cause we had run out of money unless i broke into my £10. then after ages trying to get the people to come on to beach party (the biggest/main attraction/ride there) they all said they wernt and that i should go on by myself! *****! so i bought a ticket and got on there then had to wait ages for anyone else to come on, but nobody did, i went on the ride which wasnt as awesome as i though itd be all by myself, no strangers or anything on the other seats, JUST ME! WTF!? *****! then we wanted to get chips form beilies and get the bus home, and we had a laugh at the bus stop and lloyd and ben kept trying to get me to talk to these girls who looked 13? but i was like 'naaaaaaaa'. then got the bus back and it was cool!
wtf i wrote loads more than this shit ****ing hell piece of shit ****!
ya it is very confusing for him, Ben was here everyday for the first year of my sons life and now he is gone, my son runs around the house yelling Ben, Ben! all the time
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