I wouldn't call it bi-polar, just because the term has specific meaning, it would be more a uni-polar type thing unless you have manic episodes, which I'm in no position to diagnose, especially over the internet.
I don't think anything is "just you", and I'd suspect a good deal of people who frequent internet forums will have similar dispositions. There are reasons people like myself spend hours anonymously debating the intricacies of political or philosophical theory as opposed to stalking hot girls I hit on at the bar last night on facebook [I get the impression that is what 'normal' people do].
bursts of energy might not be anything more than what you ate, or it being a nice sunny day, or an absence of the things that normally take the energy out of you.
Problem with caffeine is it generally has only negative effects on concentration and focus, at least in my personal experience and what I've seen in other people. Amphetamines give a clearer, more focused sense of energy. I stopped drinking caffeine almost entirely because of how it affected my attention span. I still am not really a fan of amphetamines though, Adderall was an awesome experience but theres too many negatives to using stimulants.
well i was just thinking about the X with LSD thing cause, bad trips with lasd can be , well BAD. and seeing as the thing last so damn long, it isnt a joke for sum1 not used to scary dreams n stuff. so if you like have sumthing that makes you really happy{i.e. X} and the top it off with a psychedelic like LSD, youd get a really GOOD trip.
btw, any1 who doesnt thin caffiene pills are STRONG enough, shud think again. the only think they dont give you is a SENSATION of how high you might actually be and the kind of things youd do which u wudnt do in real life.
I doubt combining drugs would make you less likely to have a bad trip, since you would just be increasing the intensity of the experience. Bad trips rarely just "happen." If you prepare yourself mentally and trip in a safe, comfortable, and mellow place, you should be ok. Most people have bad trips because they freak out at how strong the drug is and try and fight it, or they take the drug in an environment that encourages paranoia, fear, anxiety, etc. I even know someone who had a terrible experience on ecstasy because he took it in the completely wrong environment.
I think I might have some of that. I bought this hash, quite reluctantly as I usually stick to green. Anyway, smoked a joint of it last night - I got the weirdest stoned feeling I've ever had; I was really floaty for about fifteen minutes, then I started touching my desk and was amazed at the feeling of it - this then subsided and I fell into a very deep sleep.
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I only usually smoke single skin joints when alone, so this was one of them. But I've done that with both green and hash for years - have never had effects like that before. Don't get me wrong, it was really nice and I intend to smoke the rest of it.
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