it only lasted for like 3 or 4 minutes and I couldn't stop laughing the entire time, I thought I was trapped in a ball of yellow words swirling around, I dunno what the words said.
I have tried
hash
coke
ecstacy
ketamine (accidentally)
and poppers if you could even count that as a drug.
All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I **** like you wanna ****, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.
By most accounts, shooting up heroin is one of the best feelings ever, but dangerous enough that I wouldnt recommend it to anyone
Ecstasy mixed with LSD is called candyflipping, I've heard good things about it but you wouldn't want to do it without experience with both of them individually
Well to be perfectly honest I have never experimented with any drugs at all. I used to drink alcohol when I was younger but thats it, I've never even smoked a cigarette. I have to admit that I am very grateful that I was never interested in that kind of stuff because I have witnessed first hand what being addicted to drugs can do. My life has been hell for the past 10 yrs because of drugs. My sister and my brother are addicted to oxycontin and struggle with it every day. I don't even speak to them anymore because they have stolen from me and others in our family. They are also homeless and are constantly in and out of jail. My husband and I are also raising their kids because social services removed them from the home. People who think its "fun" or "cool" to do drugs or even try them are selfish. They don't realize that if they become addicted to them that it affects everyone who loves them and not just them. Every time the phone rings I worry that its someone calling to tell me that they are dead. No one should have to live like that. Also think about the kids. Those poor innocent kids never asked to be brought into that kind of hell. They suffer more than people realize. So the next time you think its cool or fun to do drugs, ask yourself if its worth it to become addicted and to ruin your life and the lives of the people who love you most.
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as far as manic type pleasure overload is concerned, MDMA is probably more "pleasurable"
If euphoric type peaceful, invincible type pleasure is what you mean, heroin by far.
If you mean the whole experience of taking the drug in general, I'd say E, given the come downs I've had from opiates are way worse than the come downs from E, and the long term use of E has way less "non-pleasurable" effects than heroin.
lots of people do it, namely to take the "edge" off of the LSD trip. I don't and would not recommend it to anyone. The serotonin pathways are effected by both LSD and E, and any of the long term physiological damage associated with both is greatly exacerbated.
I've taken shrooms and E before, and as someone who seeks the psychedelic effects of drugs, I find the MDMA high totally eliminates the "tripped out" high. You still get the fun visual stuff, but none of the mind ****, which is what I look for (also why I would say cocaine is overrated).
While it is appreciated that you would share that story, I'd warn you against such sweeping statements.
Moreso than not, the drug users I know all hold down good jobs, take care of their children and are contributing members of society. I am gaining a secondary education and have very gainful employment.
Many, many people are more than capable of living a normal and successful life, regardless of their drug consumption.
The idea that it is the drugs that ruined your siblings lives is probably a scape goat. Drug addiction is, and has been known for a long time to be, a symptom of more basic problems in a person's life.
its more likely you are just accustomed to it, much like white sugar. Your body clearly will have a physiological reaction to caffeine.
have you ever taken caffeine pills? they are fairly powerful Friends of mine used to take them at raves as opposed to Es.
More to my point, amphs are pretty useless. I've done meth a couple of times, and some weaker amphetamines, and really, pretty lame. If you need energy, there are easier ways to get it.
If you like the sketchy, mashy amphetamine high? Then ya, sort of disregard what I'm saying...
If you really want to be more motivated, I'd recommend seeing a professional mental health practitioner, or a GP, and getting them to prescribe a low dose anti-depressant, preferably a SSRI.
lol, I don't know, I've been "clinically depressed" for years, especially with regards to motivation.
The best solution is just to actively change your routine. Even with SSRIs (I was on them for a while) it only is a band-aid solution. If there is anything other than a chemical imbalance causing you to be lethargic, a medicine will not help, however, behavioural change can fix imbalances.
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Sep 9th, 2008 08:15 PM
Friends of mine used to take them at raves as opposed to Es.
