okay.... about today...
erm, lemme see...
I woke up too late yet again, had breakfast, went online a bit, studied and got a txtmsg that Evelien was awake (which was around 2PM
)
so, I went over and, well... I can easily say that was the stupidest mistake I ever made in my live up till now I think... (no wait, I can think of one worse)
well, went to the studio, her friend opened the door, let me in, she was still in her pj's (very cute, but that's not the point) and she saw me and immediatly turned on this rather bad-ass looking face. She started yelling at me for rubbing in more salt in the wound and laughing at her, which were not my intentions at ALL, cause I wanted to talk things through with her so we could try and be great pals again.
Than she claimed I was after hurting her from the start and insisted on me leaving, I tried to reason with her but she broke down in tears, at that moment I really wanted to hold her and say that everything would turn out well, but she pushed me away, so I left, cause otherwise it would only make things worse.
haven't heard of her from that point onward anymore
and yesterday night, I managed to hurt yet ANOTHER girls feelings
that makes three already, boy, I'm getting good at this
from time to time, I think I wasn't made to communicate with girls as I only end up hurting them
(btw, finger is all better, that's one good thing
bad thing is that I barely studied cause of all this)