JToTheP
Has anyone ever been at war with your feelings, or in denile of one or the other basically? When someone is around who they like school/work/wherever, and they talk, and smile, and crack jokes, etc, that later on, or not long after speaking to the person, you start to feel miserable?
Since the hours got cut at my job, I dread everyday going into work, until the night I get to work with the girl I like, so that sounds great of course. Then as the night goes on, I just start to feel horrific, and keep kicking my own ass internally with harsh remarks, and fight with myself over how I want to feel at the moment in time, that I can see her from where I am, and nothing else around me matters....but I feel miserable at the same time.
Is this normal, or do I need to just go back to my video games, and shut up?
Since the hours got cut at my job, I dread everyday going into work, until the night I get to work with the girl I like, so that sounds great of course. Then as the night goes on, I just start to feel horrific, and keep kicking my own ass internally with harsh remarks, and fight with myself over how I want to feel at the moment in time, that I can see her from where I am, and nothing else around me matters....but I feel miserable at the same time.
Is this normal, or do I need to just go back to my video games, and shut up?