Has anyone ever been at war with your feelings, or in denile of one or the other basically? When someone is around who they like school/work/wherever, and they talk, and smile, and crack jokes, etc, that later on, or not long after speaking to the person, you start to feel miserable?
Since the hours got cut at my job, I dread everyday going into work, until the night I get to work with the girl I like, so that sounds great of course. Then as the night goes on, I just start to feel horrific, and keep kicking my own ass internally with harsh remarks, and fight with myself over how I want to feel at the moment in time, that I can see her from where I am, and nothing else around me matters....but I feel miserable at the same time.
Is this normal, or do I need to just go back to my video games, and shut up?
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*Sigh* That WOULD be an option, if Wedensday night wasn't always "girl-talk night", and of course I always get shit for talking to her from my manager on my break. Now it seems she's got a boyfriend, so of COURSE it's ALWAYS girl-talk time about THAT now. As well as Valentine's day coming, but of course. Damn, it's time's like this I wish I didn't get this retarded over a girl who doesn't even like me more then a friend.
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Am I alone on this?
Jan 13th, 2005 03:13 AM
Damn, this is tough.
Now it seems she's got a boyfriend, so of COURSE it's ALWAYS girl-talk time about THAT now. As well as Valentine's day coming, but of course. Damn, it's time's like this I wish I didn't get this retarded over a girl who doesn't even like me more then a friend.
