I got this friend named Jennifer who wants to practice the occult, she wants me to help her find a Tarot deck, Quija Board, yaddayaddayadda. (I told her that alot of witches are actualy very hesitant to use the Quija Board, but I'm not one of them. Accept to never do it alone because I hear you can become possesed. So naturaly neither one of us is stupid to prove that myth false, so we're going to get her gunni pig friend Solei to do it..)
She's very exsited, naturaly, she's a teenager, and she's interested in the smokes and mirrors that comes with ideas of The Craft. (This'll pass right quick..) What makes me wonder is why SHE would be attracted to The Craft, what could she possibly want? She has a boyfriend, (Albeit a very crappy boyfriend..) she's pretty, she's intelligent, she's got friends, she's got a loving family, she's not in the poorhouse, she's pretty much in the clear..
I guess I'm mostly just disturbed because I jokingly called her my "apprentice" like a sith. And she took it as a compliment and became all uber exsisted. Menh..
Meanwhile I found out Bran-Bran doesn't like me. She informed me Ashley said something along the lines of "I KNOW she don't like him" which pretty much ruined an otherwise okay day. I took a long-long nap to gather my thoughts.. Guess who's going to be helping me do a love spell.. (Mom already agreed to do an attraction one to get girls to notice me, little does she know I have a specific girl in mind and that's why I picked an orange ribbon for the mojo. Because orange is Brandy's favorite colour..)
I guess in a way this is good, I got a new minion, someone who looks up to me, and alot of people are in on this conspicay to get Brandy to like me.
I just have to deal with the fact that they're all completely stupid..
Uh, you wouldn't believe how many people want me to fix them up some mojo to make thier lives all better for that reason.. I tell them "slowly build yourself up to not being reliant on drugs, and stop being a whore" it can't get any clearer then that but they think there's some magick process involved.. I've recconmeded they see the high preist Dr. Phil..
SJ, please dont think I am trying to be mean or say what you do is wrong. I use to also have tarot and spells books, I just dont like the fact of using spells to make people love others or to set a spell to make someone fall inlove with you. to me, its just not right
Hey, you know, my horoscope said I was gona have a good week this week, lets see whats happened so far...
Sunday, woke up sick as hell, had to call in sick from work. Had a headache all day.
Monday, had to go mow some lawns, the loose grass clippings didnt help with my sickness much, had another crappy day.
Tuesday, get a call from Uni, saying my courses are f*cked up and I have to come in and sort them out, had to drop one of my courses and pick up a different one, which is already halfway over so Im behind.
Today, still sick, so far have done dick all, and Im working tonight for 5 hours.
This kind of nonsense doesnt work and shouldnt be believed in or worshipped blah blah..
I have spell books, quija board, all kinds of stones and stuff, and yet I still don't fully believe in it. But for me it's more of a historical aspect that interests me in it and such. I find it so fascinating and such.
Thankyou, and I actually completely understand, I'm a big hypocrite for what I am doing right now. I'd never condone it. Infact I'd probably tattle to the "victim" had I knowledge of such a thing going to occur so they could atleast know what a creep they are. I wish there was a way I could say what I'm doing is justified but there isn't. I'm just following raw emotions.. Hence the sith referance.
I dont care, see I was bored and the newspaper was there, and the horoscopes happen to be on the same page as the comics
My daily events arent that hard to take note, its pretty much what I said
Why the f*ck do you read and care so much about what I say? Why the f*ck do you get all hostile? I dont even know you, stfu.
All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I **** like you wanna ****, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.
My grandmother had an auntie who used a Quija board and she ended up in a mental institute because of it. Not to be mean or anything but it'd be wise to stay away from such things.
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Aug 31st, 2005 02:47 AM
Pete Wentz 
thx so much Piggles! 
