Well.. I'm like.. Crying right now. And my tears of anguish are blinding me.. Wouldn't be surprised if I'm mispelling things.. Well. I hoped I wouldn't **** it up any further..
Anyways.. The girl I love.. I kind of ****ed things up by making up some dumbass idea to get one of my best friends to flirt with me to get her to like me.. It kind of backfired and she not hates me. She did love me back as I soon learned. And now. I hate myself and want to go die. What the **** do I do now? =]
Gender: Male Location: Sailing the seas of cheese.
Re: I need some advice..
Your like 16 years old and too young to die so don't even go there. You shouldn't play games with the one you love. There are other fish in the sea, use this as a learning experience and don't ever f*** it up again.
Come out and tell her the truth of what you were trying to do, it's the BEST thing that you can do. Just sit her down, talk it out with her, get her back.
Oh and stop talking of "death," I do it too often, nobody else needs to.
Take mine and Eclipso's strength and learn from it that there's more to life.
My strength is that I've had my heart f***** with in some way, shape or form 7 times between September 2006 and now. No joke. There were 4 people that were the cause of the heartbreaks.
Thanks for the support.. I've known her for three years.. And she loved me back.. Which is rare with her.. And well.. I broke her heart.. I regret everything I did.. Yet I'll never have a second chance with her.. So really.. No matter how much I talk to her.. Nothing will change.. -.-;
Gender: Male Location: Sailing the seas of cheese.
So if you love the other girl, then are you sure you are really sad about losing the girl you were with? It sounds like you really would rather be with the girl you flirted with.
No no no. Caitlynn. The one I like. And Alex. The one that likes me. ;-;
I like Caitlynn. Alex likes me so she flirts with me. Caitlynn gets mad goes to kill Alex. And.. Alex tells her my dumb idea. Caitlynn gets upset. I go die.. =|
I know this may sound strange with what happened, but never count yourself out. Try, try and try again to show her you are sorry and that you truly do love her. Even if you don't get back together with her, you can say you gave it every shot you had to show her you loved her.
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