more like a feeling. i know its gona happen but i get paranoid crazy. even when im at work trying to do my job death is on my mind and thats the only thing. everything else seems tuned out.
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i like to sit on teh ****ing curb drawing lines of dead people on teh ****ing ground
u kno who u ar and im comin to ****ing get u
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Usually when I think about death I try to imagine what would be if there would just be a huge explosion here that would evaporate me instantly. And I can not grasp the idea how that could happen, in fact it is so foreign to me that for a bit I think it is impossible that I die ... sadly the notion that I will comes back.
Then again, we are probably just part of an endlessly repeating logical circle, our lives are not worth anything....
I always think about zombies...
So I always have a Cricket bat with me at all times, and every thirty seconds I check and see if my grandparents are still alive.
You fear the oblivion of no consciousness?<---which is the lack of awareness of self.
I know our intelligences/spirits are eternal...we will always be aware of self...remembering a previous self is religious...all religions contain that concept of a remembrance of a previous self...
You don't have to have faith in anything or practice any religion to know these things...think about it...
We coexist in 7 definite, measurable dimensions…some of which have no timeline with our own...this means that we are eternal in another perspective of this universe...somewhere, somehow...if we could change the dimensions that we were aware of… we could see an eternal existence...every second can be divided into an infinite number of smaller pieces so every second is an eternity...in another dimension...in essence...we have been living forever and we will live forever because relative to that perspective, time is completely stopped when observing our reality...we may not be aware of this so-called perpendicular timeline eternity...or rather these parallel eternities...but there is a shadow of our consciousness in that dimension...
Who knows...we may just be 4 dimensional shadows of a 7 dimensional being. (Similar to the concept of the matrix, except instead of data, it is the concept of a 3 dimensional object casting a 2 dimensional shadow...meaning, a 7 dimensional object casting a 4 dimensional shadow...this brings us to the concept of an energy source for the shadow projection… which in turn leads us back to an existence of a God/Gods.)
When you think about death…it always comes back to religion or the lack thereof. Comfort can be had as an atheist as well.
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