My Mind is Broken, As I stare into a Void of No return.
I'm just going to point out that I'm not Sadistic, or Emo, or Gaytasticular.
But, I lay in bed and all that goes through my mind is
"Wow, Nothing in Life matters because when I die, I ill be in a void of nothiningness, not being able to think. I will not Exist, I will be nothing for eternity."
First of all, once I became a teenage and started thinking about this (Mainly the last year) It has ****ed up my sleep schedule, It makes me think that I am just causing time to go faster, for my inevitable death.
I will not remember KMC when I am dead, I will not remember my family, or where my penis once was, even though It has been used over a Million and one times.
Is this thread a thread about me to moan about my thoughts on what happens after I die, and how it destroys my life, Yes.
BitÇh BitÇh, Whine Whine I know.
And To answer the first few posts, Masturbation doesn't Help.
As I said, I'm not Sadistic, or Emo, or Gaytasticular; My mind is just broken, as I stare into a void of no return.
I choose the Epicurean approach, a happy and fulfilled life in the here and now. Death is inevitable, why let it trouble you, I mean you can die tomorrow, so why worry about something you can't change. Live and enjoy it imo.
I can't see it that way. Whats the point of living if all that will happen is in the end, I will be cast into a world of unknown, Possibly a black void where I wont even Exist? How can I not Even Exist? It troubles me much. Life is good but, Death...
i know how you feel trust me, Ive been there but i try to keep a positive mind lately and it helps ( until i get slapped in the face or stabbed in the back....)....
How can worrying about dying be called life though?
I think you're just afraid of death in general darling.
It used to really trouble me when I was about you age, and then one day I just realized, hey, I'll be dead what do I care what happens. I mean I believe in heaven and hell (yes, even with the Epicurean approach, the two are reconcilable) so I don't see it as no longer existing, but just not existing in this dimension.
Afraid? More a less terrified. But, Yes I see what you mean, but I just can't beleive that there a place where good and bad people go, it just doesn't make logical sense. Although, I beg myself to let myself to beleive that I do die and go to a place where everything I wish to happen does, I just can't lodge it past the thought of a nothing void.
See that's why I've always been curious with people who are Atheist, like I'm curious what they see as happening after death, is it just going in the ground and that's it? What happens to your conscious thoughts, your mind, you soul? Although I guess they don't believe in a soul
But there just might be an afterlife... or maybe you'll come back you know reincarnate as something? maybe a beautiful little butterfly ( better not they only live like one day ) or a beautiful little puppy, or maybe a cat they have 9 lives... think about it
what about all the people who claim they have seen a ghost or something like it could there really be nothing if so many people claim there is?? think about that!!
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Dec 7th, 2006 07:56 AM
) or a beautiful little puppy, or maybe a cat they have 9 lives... think about it
