Life was tough for the neolithic peoples of the ancient world. Every single day a struggle for survival.Barely posessing the ability to grasp the reality of all that was their world, they soon had no choice but give in and fall into a pattern. A never ending day to day cycle of fighting and clawing and tricking the potential predators and scavaging around just so to live the next hour. If and if they just let go for a minute. They would be trampled on by the stampede that the natural world at the time was. If they had to live, they had to work. Letting go of the grumbling routines was not an option.
Its almost the setting of the year 2006 in the 21 century. I am sick and blah and want to let go. Just let go for a day so i can curl up and rest to restore my health. But the thought is costly. I can't afford to do so. If i do, i fear getting trampled on by the humdrum of daily life which i either follow the routine of, or get left behind.
Gender: Female Location: every which way but loose
I let go recently. Curled up and plugged my fingers in my ears. Could very well have been the worst thing I ever did, but I had no choice. Fortunately, people rallied round and rescued me from the brink.
You're not alone. Sometimes you have to stop, take a step back and just spectate while humdrum continues and everyone else races around you. Same old, same old.
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"there's beauty in the breakdown"
Nov 7th, 2006 06:04 PM
yah
its ok i still love you 
Oh no you didn'!
