Aw thank you SL. I'm feeling slightly better. Think I worried Scottie a bit because now he thinks he has done something wrong which he hasnt. Im just in a wierd mood.
I think there is being trifled with the term "depression".
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Math and English are standard required for a diploma regardless of what you go for, that's what's gay about it as far as I'm concerned.
I try not to worry about it, but I've been since for almost three years, and it bothers the piss out of me that I'm so clueless about dating. As I said, that's also something that worries me, is wasting my life away at a full time job, and as I said, fresh out of college and being screwed for a job.
I'd of never guessed you were 33, you hide that well. I just want to finish college, cuz like I said I feel like I hate it as much as high school. It's overrated to me, and nothing like I expected, yes, obviously movies, and television. Even others talk to me about constant parties though, so I was hoping for good things.
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I'll keep this in mind when I see future posts from you.
Yeah, trust me, enjoy it harder then you ever anticipated to. Life when you turn 18 is more or less absolute shit. Driving for example, everything is your fault.
It's hard to pick at Math for over an hour at a time and not get a huge headache.
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Alot of people know I'm 33, it's not something I try to hide, not that it matters. It sounds like you want to have some fun and party a bit. You won't find too many parties through a Junior College as you would a University. If you were to go to University and live in the dorms for a year, it's a nice way to meet people and it can get very crazy, but it's a good experience. After that, move into a house or apartment with some friends and share the rent, by then you'll have so many opportunities to go to parties and have your own parties you'll suddenly realise that you've been in college for seven years. Then you'll buckle down and focus more on school and finally graduate before you are thirty, which will make you feel good because if you are still in school after thirty you really have problems unless your trying for your Masters or something . . . then you'll graduate and have like two or three steady booty calls that you'll get sick of, you'll move to another state, get a career, and sleep with a girl named Sally who you met because you helped take her dog to the vet when it got hit by a car. Dude, your what? 17? 18? 19 years old? I know you've heard this before, but you'll be fine. Just get the grades up because all you really have is you. All you can really count on is you. The only person you can trust is you, so take care of yourself and the other things will fall into place. If you take school seriously, it will rub off and reflect on how serious you take everthing else. Don't slack off or I'll sue you.
maybe its pms and the hormonal craze that gets a hold of me this time of the month but i've been near tears the whole day. its crazy. i've realized that contrary to other people my age, i feel better when i have school. during time off i'm a mess. i feel as if i am doing nothing but aging. for one reason or the other "friends" are away/ unreachable and although i enjoy my family, living with them 24/7 gets so sickening. if i had a car i could go out and about or seek out said friends. but that is denied to me too. so here i am curled up in my room and mulling over the loneliness that i'm apparently doomed to live life with.