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lol
the base enemies in Birth by Sleep share the same name as the enemies from Halo haermm
the Flood

reading about beards.

my cousin has such a manly beard, so does his dad, and his brother can grow a full on neckbeard in 4 days.

its very impressive, but my dad's side of my family, not a single ****er could beard, other than my uncle gord, and im pretty sure he isnt blood related.

ok, new goal.
back when i was 17 i said i would have a beard by the time i was turning 20.
now my goal is to have a beard by the time i turn 30, and damnit, that should be enough time.

i know a man aint suppose to cry!
but, these tears i cant hold inside...

losin u would end my life you see b/c you mean that much to me.

you could have told me yourself that you loved some one else..

i am very sensitive..

i cry all the damn time.

when listening to wanted dead or alive.

they are manly tears.

i hold back my tears every time i think of my cheating ex who is married to some one else...

had i never given up my high payin job she wouldnt have ever left me but, i would have never met her or loved her never would have felt the pain and betrayal.. i would still be an @$$hole with shallow friends and a career.

Tomorrow's just another day.

i havent been there.

its funny how one life decision can effect your tomorrows and yrs to come.

nonlinear systems

edit: I have yet to finish my homework.

Originally posted by King Castle
its funny how one life decision can effect your tomorrows and yrs to come.

had i never taken MA's and learned about a sense of honor or my mother teaching me the concept of basic morality.. i would never had quit my job on matter of principle and ethics.

i never would have become a construction worker joined the military.

never gone to iraq and met some of the marines that i would be in charge of..

my sense of honor and loyalty wouldnt have had me extent and stay in iraq to protect my marine or at least die along side him if i could not.

i could have returned to the states 6 months earlier rather then a yr later.. could have met her sooner and made a stronger relationship with her... less chance she cheat on me and leave me for someone who had money whose family runs their own real state company.

choices...

Friends and Family.

s'all that's important man.
gotta hold onto it.

had i not bn heart broken i would have stayed in the marines and believed in its code...
instead i went on a drug bend livin on the beach off my friend...
wouldnt have come home and spend months in vegas spending my nest egg tryin to forget w/ gamblin and escort and stupid girls..
money i was plannin of investing and buying her a bike garage.
spend my last couple of years on blow and shrooms getting drunk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DksSPZTZES0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTRvvoao5m4&NR=1

a life of honor and loyalty only got me sadness and made me a pauper.

could have kept my job contracting bootin ppl out of their homes and property wearin a suit. kept my suite rather then livin off my brother and family funds

im in need of bon jovi.

It feels so much later than it is.

3 doors down and old school music like marvin gaye and songs like my girl..whimper

i need beer and some shrooms.

Originally posted by AbnormalButSane
It feels so much later than it is.

wanna play go fish?

if i were suicidal i imagine it feel the way i am feeling right now.

Originally posted by King Castle
if i were suicidal i imagine it feel the way i am feeling right now.

Everyone doesn't want to be alive at some point or another.