Originally posted by That ACDC Chick
i should just lock up every single emotion ive ever had in a box and burn it
or maybe just burn myself
no one will miss me
no one will care
gotta wait though
after my mom is better
after we've forgotten about it
then i can do it
that way it won't be too hard
I just read through everything. I hadn't done that until now.
Dave, aka Matt...suicide talk is a no go. We've all been in depressed states and I'm sure the majority of us have been dumped before, but suicide is not the answer. I tried killing myself over stupid shit just a couple years ago, once you're on the edge you realize that life is worth living. Luckily for me, the gun wasn't properly loaded. Look at me now...I've got a lovely fiancee, my soon-to-be step daughter and my son. If I can find happiness, anyone can. Life gets better.
However, you're being selfish as all hell into guilt tripping immaturerainbow. Crying out for attention and threatening to kill yourself just because your internet girlfriend (no offense to anyone, I've had plenty of internet girlfriends who I had fallen head over heels for) left you. Dollars to donuts, that's why you're now getting back together, she was scared for you.
In our darkest times, we need to find that one bright spot in our lives that can pull us from that pit. We might not really be friends, but I don't want to see you like this, I want the kodak back that would crack jokes in threads and be part of what made coming to KMC so enjoyable.