I came home two days ago
as I said I went for surgery on thur
stayed there for 2 nights, 3 evenings really
and it went well
As soon as I got off the morphine my body crashed
my face colour changed, I was all banged up, my eyes are still black, I can eat more and brush my teeth.
My cheek implants are tiny
my chin has two new bumps
And Ive been crying alot.
very emotional, think it has to do with the drugs??
well they told me I would be sensative...lol
I dont like my lips, I am a bit upset about my lips.. My old lips, I had a small upper lip and a big bottom lip..
and now that they brought my cheeks up,..they also brought my lips up so they look like my sisters... I hate my sisters lips. they are all frowny and I had nice strong lips before? I will see how to look once the swelling goes more down?
Changing myself, this whole experience to fix my bite" really makes me think of all the wonderful people in my life, the people that loved me for who I was and the people that judged me on looks. I've been popular before but I;ve also had nerd of friends... I really dont know if Im going to let myself be pushed anymore. Im not exactly that young anymore, im a young man but at the same time I dont want to be the same.
p.s I met a guy while having my surgery, he had just had it done and was checking up and I was going to get it done. I just wish I had time to talk to him one on one..