I feel like Ariel from The Little Mermaid. In the real story minus the Disney version, Ariel becomes sea sponge because she can not face herself to kill her prince. She floats off into the sky and becomes a spirit fairy. Maybe there is a lesson to be learned here, never get into fake delusions of grandeur. Ariel should have met a sea prince and not some undeserving human prince who by all accounts is easily swayed by others.
This is my last post. Se La Vie. It's been fun. Everything in life has a shelf life, some opportunities you take others you squander. Whatever the case may be you make choices and choose the path you will live. Those choices define your character and ultimately you are the sum of whatever card you've been dealt with. I will leave you with a quote: I hate Norley, its hideous. Miles and miles of ugly streets and ugly brick houses. The people are all mean and stupid. My mother owns a grocery shop and we live upstairs. You see nothing I'm telling you seems real but one day I might even stop believing it myself."