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Well two trains of thought

Just my paranoia kicking in

Think about something too hard yer just going to give yourself a bad time.

I like this person. But they have a quality I cant stand. I don't like intentional socially driven people. People who constantly have to meet new people on a daily basis to fill this void of feeling loved and grabbing attention. I've dated one person in my past that had this quality and it was exhausting being around them in public.

You're in charge of what makes you happy, if someone does something you don't like and it's a deal breaker, drop em like a hot rock.

I'm just coming off as insecure and it sucks cus I love myself more than ever. And it just makes me think that God doesn't want me to find love.

Anyways I'll find out tomorrow

Tell you this much, love aint never going to work because people are broken and don't have the ability to love like you want them to which leads to disappointment.

I'll give you the short version. I finally got my new guy all to myself from this **** because my guy likes to go to the races. So now my new guy is starting a new job at a new place across the street from a race track. Coincidence? I think not. I know it is but its almost like some higher power is trying to keep me away from him because I know that he will be drawn to the place. And he is just so sociable.

Originally posted by Nuke Nixon
Tell you this much, love aint never going to work because people are broken and don't have the ability to love like you want them to which leads to disappointment.

Exhausting

It's just so hard to find all the qualities I like in a person.

Eh another day at the gym.

Wheres Blake

Its 4am

Time to see if I can do leg squats

Need to get motivated to lose some weight

I got an idea

So I did that youthful procedure again! Everytime I do it, it makes me feel sick afterwards. Does a 180 on my immune system.

Basically I have to eat twice as much the next day because I feel weak. I'd compare it to taking out blood--you always feel flush after

I bought some tomato juice yesterday but thinking I need a motts