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Not that easy for a introverted hermit. I goofed coming here but I'm trying to acclimate because you're right there's nothing back there now.

Time is a wheel that keeps turning. It will move without you regardless if you are ready or not.

Maybe I'll ask the building manager t-lady to be my gym partner, she's there about everytime I am. Think she has a boyfriend but I'm just looking for a bud.

I got my last couple of friends because my brother introduced us and they were his extra hanger arounds that he wanted to pawn off.

You just don't make the kind of friends that you did in school, that's a whole other level.

Just dont change your values for someone. It took me a long time of discipline for me to get them back. I decide who I want to be as a person as apposed of being told I am going to be. The gay community can get a little lost with its whole sex culture.

It's good to have hobbies other than just people

Strong core values system, goals for yourself othen sex, be disciplined and do things for yourself.

Right now the biggest thing for me is my health. I'm getting to a certain age and my goal is to not get sick and not be on any type of medication for anything. Medication should only be used for emergencies. And you will need all that when you get to a certain age, not destroying your body when you are young.

My other goal is cooking. I want to make better meals for myself. Not lazy meals that require no effort.

My third goal is simple, I would like to read more and not just read the newspaper. I watch to much TV and it's not healthy for my brain or eyes to watch to much online.

Think its time to invest in a pet. Something I can take care of besides myself that will give me discipline

Hamster

Or fat Ginny

I know you don't smoke weed, I know this; but I'm gonna get you high today, 'cause it's Friday; you ain't got no job... and you ain't got shit to do.

I had a shitty day. I wish I was dead. Just when life kicks you down. You get beaten

Months ago during my breakup. I told my ex not to accept a job at this place, and as luck would have it he never got the job.

But fate has a way of catching up to you and this week he got the job there.

If you're dead you don't get to take your revenge on Life, yeah it'll kick you around, you get back up and grab a bat and beat the hell out of it.

Live in spite of Life, take the pain and shit put that into a Mr. Fusion and use it to fuel your rage.

Theres this reason why? I'd get into it but I'd come off as very insecure. Let's just say I did not want him to meet someone that I know worked there.