I think I was concerned on the grounds that in a strange way I consider you as friends and given it was questioned whether given my reputation I could have been given the kinda present no body wants I just wanted to make clear that it wasnt the case, I was trying to clear my name. NOw if I were to either upset people or lie through my teeth I would have declared my absolute innocence in everything. ANyway hope you understand, people 😕
I think the thing is as well as being honest and open, I try and be a happy socialite, but probably much as many others, I have a whole series of insecurities and the main one is my understanding or relating to people, as I'm sure Ush either has or would tell you I've regained myself over the last 2 years since the car crash that lost my memory and as such my way of introducing myself is declaring to people everything that is me. IN this manner they may choose to either appreciate me or hate me but at least I'd then know..I like making friends in whatever shape or form and as such I shall try and be far more cautious in my actions in future. I do appreciate your aid ain acknowledging and noting any flaws. Uni is good for work and parties but doesnt help with people, most are as messed up all for a rainbow of different reasons...oh well best 🙂