Lies, The Fun Life, High School Angels
“Lies”
A year went by you were talking all your lies
Your voice and your sweet talk is still ringing in my ears
All the bulshit you said
Constantly repeating in my head
“No girl could ever become between us”
That was bulshit
“I’ll never stop loving you”
Shut the **** up
“No ones more perfect then you, your an angel, your my angel”
You make me sick you lying *****
I hope your happy now baby
Because now I’m even more dead inside my ****ing head
“The Fun Life”
So messed up
Violent thoughts running through my ****ing head
Theres only one way out
The drugs
The alcohol
The pills
Wanna ****ing stop
Yet I’m so ****ing addicted
I can’t walk
I can’t talk
Yelling and screaming
Not knowing whats going on
Watery eyes from Hoppas ****ed up mind
Having so much fun
Feeling so high
Being so plasterd
I say I love this shit
**** that
I still wanna die
“Highschool Angels”
Middle school was so fun
Yet so ****ed up
Failing grades
Screams ringing in my ears
I’m never good enough for them
So **** em
I don’t need em
Getting arrested every weekend
Screams and violents in my head
Wheres the ****ing crack when you need it
High school came
I had to change
**** that
I’ll never leave his side
I did change Mama
Just for ****ing you
I got worse
HA ****ing HA
Now I think
Look what I did this weekend
If it wasnt for god
Would I have met the high school angels of my life
Would I be dead
In satens world
There the reson I’m still breathin
Now I know I’m still alive for a reson