SimplePriest
Senior Member
****Open log: Simple's journal 03OCT2003 Time: 2347****
Vannesa,
I hope that you'll never have to read this entry. Because if you do, it's probably because I am gone.
We'll soon be off on another mission. I know how dangerous these things can be, but somehow I have to do them. I have to take part in getting people out of there. Out of the Matrix. I don't see how I can sit here in Zion, happy, content, comfortable, and not be doing anything to rescue those other poor souls still trapped inside.
But then I think about the other side of things. Am I really "rescuing" them. I know I feel like I am, but we've seen that time and time again. Some people either lose it, can't accept things, or even worse, they turn on you. We've all heard about Cypher and what happened on the Neb. I don't want that to happen to you... I can't bear the thought of leaving you, or being taken from you. And so I am torn. I am constantly torn inside as to whether I should stay, or to walk back into the Matrix, hoping that I can come back alive.
And do you know the only reason I Can make the decision to go back in? You. Because of how much I love you. I know that you are the greatest thing in this world to me. And I know that if you were in there, I would do anything to get you out. To let you be free. And that thought alone is what drives me to continue. That thought alone is what helps me to make that choice...
I love you Vannessa. You've given me so much. And now, I have to give something back. I have to try once again to make a difference in this war... But privately, I hope only to make a difference in another man's life. I hope I can free his Vannessa. Or maybe I will free another Vannessa's Priest. Just as long as I can help Love to survive. For if we have lost that, if we have lost love, then we are truly lost forever.
I hope you can understand this, and I hope you can forgive me for going back in. I Love you Vannessa. You are my wife, my life, and my joy. Thank you for loving me.
Simply,
your Priest
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