James finally sensed her. he teleported to her and walked behind her "Do you think..." he spit out more blood "That i would really kill myself? i truly wish you would forgive me.. you are my life.... i am not scared of death, nor am i scared of life, it is what it holds.. losses, and thing you have gained... i gained your trust and i lost it because i was drunk... but i truly love you..." he said ran ran infront of her "Please.. atleast.. forgive me..." he looked deep into her eyes, while his were hard to see because of the tears that were now streaming down. he hugged her and held her close "I just want you to know that.." he said
James smirked and shook his head. he walked infront of her again "No, its not!" he said "I love you, and i know you love me! all you have to do is forgive me, and i promise, swear on my life, nothing like this will ever happen..." he said, not lying one bit. he was dead serious, and it showed in his voice.
James wasnt planning on giving up "No, it... im..." he didnt nkow what to say. He smiled and looked down "I cant lose someone i love... not again.. please.. not again..." he said softly, just above a whisper. He looked into her eyes, they were always the same, and still are, he knew she was broken hearted, and what he did was wrong. He lost his smiled and didnt hesitate to lock her in a sensitive kiss. He wasnt giving up, he wasnt losing another love. He lost camille, he lost one many years back, he loved her now, and he wasnt losing her.
James smirked "Im not giving up.. even if it takes me to death, you said im a coward, im proving to you im not. im not going to die, not until i have you love" he said "If i didnt love you, Melin, i wouldnt be here.. i have other women... but i choose you above all others... i want you to love me..." he turned his head back at her "Do you understand that i feel the same as you? that my heart is broke? what i did was wrong, and i know that... I am sorry..."
James smirked "And yet you feel anger... with every anger there has to be love.. ying yang..." he said "If you want me to suffer, your doing a damn well good job at it..." he sighed knowing he wasnt helping the matter, but he couldnt think of a way to make her feel better. James looked at her "Do you hate me?"
James sighed and looked into her eyes "I do not think you feel hatem but you feel betrayed, and your heart is full of sadness... but... you are not willing to give me another chance.... and i do not plan on giving up on you, melin..." he said. his tears still slowly streaming down his face. He couldnt help it. He hadnt cried in years. he build up his anger for over thirty years without crying. he was letting out. "I truly love you... please... give me one last chance to prove to you that i am trustable.... that you can love me..."
James smirked to himself and stood there, not moving. his body was shutting down. he did have other girls who wanted him... Cera.. possebly Shona... but.. he couldnt now... his love gone, taking his hert with her. he stood there and simply cried. he dissapeared and reapered inside his empty, well, almost empty house. Shona was still upstairs. he didnt want her... not now. he sat on the couch. hoping that Melin would forgive him someday.. he will wait for that day, he truly will.
Darkclaw had finally gotten his knee completely repaired. He was lucky that he was a vampire or else he would have been inside for weeks. He got up slowly to make sure that his leg worked. "Finally" He said to himself sighing. He had been in for too long. He went out and went straight to the bar but for some reason he wasn't in the mood for blood. He ordered a beer. When the bartender asked for ID he said: "I'm over two-thousand years old. Give me...my beer" "Id" the bartender repeated. Darkclaw sighed. "give me a water" He said.