"ok"She sead she started to walk thout the crowed of people takeing his hand to lead him so she didnt lose himshe got him to the doors..Pushing them thouw she flet the cold night air on her skin warming it up she smiled and started to lead him down the street leting go of his hand her skin was silk kind of.
Originally posted by Kai Lein" I have no idea why he wished to be killed. And honestly, i could care less now that i know he was that much of a coward. He had 2 young girls by the strings of their hearts, and even forced one to kill him. I don't know why he was so self centered. Was it his ego? I have no idea! And if he did that because of me, then he's not as strong as i once thought. All i did was push him away."
Kai stood up straight, trying not to get mad, trying very hard. "I didnt ask that.. what did you do to him?! what did you and him do, what did it cause?! why did he want to be killed?!" he yelled
Kai groawled and grabbed her, pushing her through the door. "I will tell you what you did!" he yelled "You made him mess up! you took advantasge of him! You made someone he loved hate him! Its your fault! I lost my best friend because you had to play with him!" Ge growled and put his hat on "Have a nice day" he walked out the front door and started to walk back to james' house.
Cera sat on the edge of a bed in James' house, leaning against the wall. Her body was exhausted, but her mind was racing. So much had happened in the past few hours... and she could barely, physically and emotionally, keep up. She sighed heavily, more tears were running freely down her cheeks... But she figured she should just let it all out when she was alone, she held things in too often. Cera was amazed at how kind Kai was to her, especially after she told him that she had murdered his best friend. She was expecting to go back to her old life where no one cared for her or accepted her. Cera was also trying to push Shona's words from her mind... they may have been true, but she was letting herself believe whatever she wanted for the time being. Cera was not ready to go over the reasons why James had told her to kill him. She heard someone downstairs again, but didn't bother to go and see. If they wanted her they would find her... lost in her own little bubble of thoughts.
Kai walked in and walked upstairs. He walked into Jame's room and looked at Cera. His mad expression immedietly softend "Hey.." he said as he took off the coat and hat. His 8 pack showing as he walked towards her. He sat next to her and looked at the floor. "Cera... im not holding you responsible for what you did... you loved him and you did it out of your love...." he said "I will always think of you as my friend." he smiled at her and put his hand on her shoulder "Cera... what are your new plans for life?"
Destroy someone out of love... What an interesting way to put it. She smiled a bit as he considered her as a friend, always the little things that made her feel all that much happier. It was always comforting knowing someone, anyone at that, cared. "I'm not sure..." she said, replying to the question he had asked, " I haven't thought about it much I guess."
Cera watched as he walked out of the room. She greatly appreciated his compassion and understanding, as many showed her nothing close to either of those things. She sighed as she kicked off her shoes, and laid down on the bed. Knowing that Kai was only one room away was comforting, Cera liked the feeling of being close to someone even if a wall seperated them at the moment. Was she starting to fall for him too? But before she could let herself answer, she fell drifted off to sleep. What she had done earlier would play over and over in her mind... causing her sleep to be a restless one.
(sall good)
At the sound of his knock Cera was thrown from her dreams, and back to reality. She sat up quickly... bad idea, her head spun from the sudden movement. Cera had light purplish rings under her eyes, and was breathing heavily. "Come in," she said just loud enough for Kai to hear outside the door.