well my best mate killed herself 4 years ago next friday 🙁
and my nan died 3 years ago 🙁 My nan was like my best friend and nan rolled into one. I miss her so much, i used to tell her everything and when she died i felt lost and lonely....i still do.
My grandad came over last saturday and brought some of her clothes and perfumes with him and stuck them in my room. When i got home i went into my bedroom, not knowing he had been round and all i could smell was my nan, i just broke down and cried for ages. I cant talk about her without wanting to cry, i have tears in my eyes now.
Ppl might think thats really sad and that i should get over it but i cant 🙁
I never got to say goodbye to her because i was called out with work and i didnt know anything until the next day and she wouldnt let me visit her in hospital. 🙁
Sorry if i bored you 😖 I hate talking about my problems. I cant talk to ppl now, i tend to bottle it up until i cant coupe anymore.