Yes, because I have absolutely no freedom due to my a s s h o l e parents. Yes, because I paid for all of my video games and my parents basically told me I am no longer allowed to even look at a video game being played by someone else, let alone play the video game. In case anyone HASN'T realized I'm a game freak, Video Games are my life, so I'm in hell, and It's froze over at the moment with a chilling 9 degrees Farenheight. So, anyone else want to keep up this thread with their lives like or not like mine?
well, i must say, my life's worse. i mean, i'm obsessive and considered crazy by everyone. now, i'm freaked out cuz when i go swimming tomorrow, guess what people are gonna see on my arms and legs? that would be scars. nice big scars spelling random words (cuz i'm artistic). yep. great day tomorrow. and it was a good secret too. also, family member dies, my teacher screams at me in spanish cuz i got a c on a quiz, and my friend has turned into some freaky stalker, so, it's all good. my life is terrible. also, i am forced to swear at people in japanese in history class, as they insulted me for learning two two different languages other than english. *growl* life's terrible, no?
lol. well, i truly am crazy. it comes with my depression. i can also be called sadistic. but, what feels better than the pain you inflict upon yourself, is how sweet the blood that flows down your flesh is. either that, or the numbness that comes. it's hard to tell which is better. though, i hardly think anyone cares about the endless ramblings of a crazy teenaged girl in a major fit of depression and insomnia.
oh, and it's nice to have different words. a bit of variety. like silence, death, mutilation, etc. it's actually kinda cool. you can also try experimenting with different styles/fonts.
the sad thing is that i can't just take it to my throat or anything. i'm too much of a coward. 🙁 so, this is the way i feel better!! yippee!!! the things your 'friends' never know.
yes, and each day brings me closer to death! 🤘
and i told one friend about my cutting at school. she told admin. i have yet to talk to her in person. mwahahahahaha...
oh, and i'd hafta say the pain is the best part. it gets my mind off of what's bugging me, and after i used to do it i slept like a baby ^_^ (i'm not officially diagnosed, but i prolly am... haha)