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no hun this was all happening infront of me, then the teacher started to walk over and it all ended, and he started to help me, he showed me what to do, tld me exactly and it just never made sense what he was talking about, i was "brain dead" 🙁

oh, I see....

🙁 you know, you really should try and sleep more though, lack of sleep can affect alot of things in your life...

well what can it affect?? 😕

school.....friends...things will seem more dull for you in any direction...

geez everything is dull tho!!!, its crap 😬, friends i don't have any friends so i don't really have any fun, i never have fun, i have never been to a party in ages!!!, and this was only with family, never with my own friends because i don't have any 😬

surely you do have friends.......

sometimes, not everyone will make the effort with you, i mean, some of my friends are like that, i have to ring them if i wanna talk to them...

perhaps, you can make more contact with ur friends...then things might run more smoothly..

hun......jennifer, my friends are 3 people, my best friend, he says he wil pick me up in the car and tells me to wait at my houe on a school day, but it gets late so i go to school and see him there already, he never told me he was nto going to pick me up, he does that alot, 2nd thing is when some bullys were picking on me they started laghing abotu something then my best friend started laughing with them AT me, thats my best friend, my college friend he only talks to me because i'm the only person in class he knows, when he meets his best friend in college (my 3rd friend) they talk so much that i'm ignored, i have to shout at them for them to look at me and listen to me, they just block me out, now jen is that what u call friends??

ok.......that does sound bad...

a few years back, i had a fight with some girls, and they stopped talking to me, plus several other people...i was basically on my own....

ok, now i am not complaining about this, cuz i have moved on, and i only talk to those who are worth talking to....

you wil find proper friends....sometimes, specially round teen ages...good friends are hard to find...

well i doubt that since i'm not looking for GUY friends, plus all the guys in my class label me and my friend "goths" just because of the way we dress and the music we listen to 🙁, thats kinda sad, well they are all townies and they hate goths, theres no way i can make friends in my class 😬, only to the girls, and theres 3, but 1 girl is what i have found my liking to, i would love to be her friend

thas crap....people are stupid.....not all are good...

then, start talking to her more🙂....if she seems like a good person, you should definitely start up a convo with her....

we have talked in class before, just shes kinda only talking to my friend 😬, i only get to say 1 word or soemthing 🙁, that kinda makes me angry for soem reason

then make more of an effort to talk to her🙂...be more upfront..and confidence is always good to have....

and its soemthing i don't have, tho i'm growing more of the stuff 😬

then work on growing more confidence🙂

how the hell do u do that 😑

well, talking more to people🙂..say, for example, this girl ur talking bout...if u start to talk to her more and more, it will seem more natural to u to jus start talkin to her...

yeah i guess, tho its hard just to talk the first time, ive got nothing to say have i 😬

talk bout life in general🙂..bout school.teachers...anything would be suitable..

what would i say at the beginning?

you are too organised...lol.just let the convo flow..talk about anything that comes to mind...