life is a *****. i hate my life - when my boyfriend broke up w. me {of five months} i lost everything ; my friends, my great academics, my social life, pretty much everything. ppl say that u can think that the glass is half empty or half shut but the glass is ****ing EMPTY in my life . from the second that im happy {which is rare} im only just waiting for something shitty to happen. that's why i skate - it gets my mind off this shitty thing that we call life. as i see it its just gods way of ****ing us up
There is a distinct difference in being sad and being clinically depressed. There are certain symptoms/syndromes one must present with in order to be diagnosed as clinically depressed. I know because I have been battling it for well over 10 years now. It has gotten to the point now where I can tel whether I am merely sad or if its a biological condition. Which it is, has everything to do with neurotransmitters in the brain. Everyone gets sad. Its part of life. With out it you would never be able to appreciate the good things in life, you would have nothing to make a comparison with. That said, often times the reason for our sadness is other people and external circumstances. Guess what? You cannot control ANY of that. All you CAN control is your reaction to it. Thats the difference between optimism and pecimissim (sp?) . Everyone needs to vent and often times that process alone with improve your mood. Not that I am any better at all of this than anyone else. I have alot of crappy things in my life right now that are not what I want. The problem is that the only solution is to make a choice to go in another direction. And its a choice I never wanted to faced with and dont wanna make, AT ALL.. Everything (other than some biological predispostions) comes down to choice, thats where I am weak......
Life has been a biatch to me, and for reasons I have not and will not say in a thread on these boards, ever.
The good thing is I've learnt the lesson of having to work for what I want.
Thanks to my heros and idols I've been taught to hold on a second longer.
What annoys me is some people always get what they want, they never had to work because it was always there.
life is not depressing for me it is incredibly boring
i moved to houston,texas 5 months ago. and since then its been really hard to make friends, infact i have made none, plenty of acquintances but no friends. i get really depressed about that sometimes, i cant do anything about it unfortunately. i am tired of spending all day at home(other than school)