A tribute 2 Syren
This is a tribute 2 Syren, our uvable Syren. Keep in mind that the person she is desscribing also gos by the name Give me a name! here on KMC.
well, we were together for 14 months, as you know, but in the last few months he's really wanted to get in contact with his family (who he hasn't seen for five years), so he called his mum and asked if he could go and stay with them for 6 days.
now, i was kewl with that, who am i to stand in the way of family happiness?
also, we've been fighting a lot in the last few months coz i work in a pub and i'm quite confident, so he was throwing accusations at me left right and centre, every time i came back from work he'd ask me things like... "who did you **** in the loos this time?", or..."who walked you home tonight?"
stupid stuff that really made me feel low, and i spent all my time stroking his ego and reassuring him i was being faithful, it really exhausted me pandering to him all the time!
i had to snap two sim cards in half to prove i wasn't texting any other guys, i couldn't go clubbing, to any parties, to work for a drink, or even up the city on my own, coz he used to get really jealous!
plus, when he said silly accusations that were so ridiculous i actually laughed, he'd get so angry that i thought he was gonna punch me, he threw me on the floor a couple of times, and dragged me along by my hair and my throat. he pinned me to the sofa and i got huge bruises on my arms where he'd held me down!
so basically, we fought quite a lot, and when he left, he had sex with me half an hour before he had to go, kissed and cuddled me goodbye, said he loved me, then when i finally contacted him after three days of hearing nothing, he told me he wasn't coming back because HE couldn't stand the arguments and the fights!
even tho he caused most of them thru idiotic paranoia and pathetic accusations with no basis!!!
he also said he had more important things than me to think about, i'm not his number one priority, and that he doesn't love me enough to be able to trust me!
all this took him 14 months to work out, meanwhile i really believed he loved me, when i obviously never really knew what was going on in his twisted little mind did i??
OMG!!! i've just seen the light! i've never written all that down, and it's only the half of it! you've just made me do the "pros and cons" thing, i never thought that would work! he was such an obsessive, possesive, control freak, but we did have some good times at first!