hi ooyea
hmm i wanted to tell you all something and i think i will do it now
some people have noticed that i dont seem to be myself lately. and some have even inquired into it, for that i thank them and would like to give some reasons for my current state of minor depression, so you all dont think im a moaning gut
1. some of my very very good friends have suddenly decided that they arent my very very good friends and have decided to talk about me behind my back.
2. so i came here, it has become my second home, where i escape all the annoying and upsetting things, but now it seems the forum is dying, some members are leaving, some i hardly see anymore,
3. then there is the mod prob for me, i get in trouble for simply being me, which means if i want to stay here which i do, i cant be me, so i have to chose out of them two some time soon, our new mod storm has been nice and cleared the forum without being too strict, but i get the distinct feeling she doesnt like me.
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4. a couple of weeks ago i had an argument with ad skinner and aurora, they both got quite mad at me, although things have been worked out im on a majot guilt trip and feel bad that i let two of my favourite people down....
Oh no, Im sorry for you depression.
1. What kind of idiots would talk behind your back.
2.Yes, it does seem tp be slowing dow a tad but i think it is just because end of term is coming up and people are busy with exams and whatnot. I know i am which is why i havent been on as often
3.Once again how can anyone not like you and be you!!!!! If you eer get in trouble for being you i will be sure to back you up this time! I promise! if you get banned, i will leave until you come back!
4. Well its good they forgave you! Dont put yourself down from something in the past, move on.
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1- yes total bastard
2-it is dying hundreds of people have just left (cam 🙁 *misses*)
3- if im me i will be banned again-if i hold back then im not me and you wont like me you will like the person i have to pretend to be which isnt ME so i wont like it 🙁 and i dont think she does...i seem to be ignored a lil by her.
4- yeah they forgave me but i let tjem down....
Hey Sauron...friends will argue...it is inevitable...I feel horrible about arguing as well, and have ever since it happened. I know that I said things that I regretted as soon as they were said, and since then it doesn't seem like you and I have been right with each other.
I miss you Man...and need my other Blues Brother back