Power?
There is something that has been on my mind for a long time. It is something that has begun to bug me. The more I think about it, the more I think that if I understood it, I would understand everything. This idea is very vague, so don't take what I say too literally. It is not so much an idea as a feeling I get. The feeling is this; how far can we really go? It seems that everything we do is just away to use and get around a preexisting power. One of the times I get this feeling is when I think about electronics. For example, a jacket with a clock built in. Because the clock needs electricity, it needs a battery. But because it has to fit in a jacket, it has to be very small. Now, most smart engineers would not put a big hulking battery in a jacket. They would put a small one. But that means they have to rig a very crude battery; maybe just a bag with acid in it and something that sparks it. The point is this; the engeneer wished to put electricity in a jacket; the kind of electricity that comes from a wall. But he cannot do that. The kind of electricity there is not the same. BUT, it gives the illusion of being the same. To the user of the jacket, it keeps time just as well. He got around it because he could manipulate the world. But he did not really change the world. To really do something would be to take the electicity from the wall and put it in the jacket. If the universe were numbers, a regular jacket and a jacket with a clock would been seen with minimal difference. But not to the human eye. The same can go for building anything; a computer chip for example. To someone uneducated, it would seem that computers work because they were created from silicon. That they made the silicon process information. But really, they looked at silicon at a microscopic level, rigged a mechanism that they knew worked, and then repeated it over and over again to produce a massive information system. It seems kinda weak. It seems like we can't really do anything. Of coarse, this runs along the lines of "you cannot create energy/matter, all the energy/matter that exists is that which was created at the birth of the universe". But can you be sure about that? Nothing can be absolutely certain. What if you could create energy? It seems like it is all limited; restricted. I feel sometimes that this idea can be applied to the human world. When I see two really amazing people; people who are wise, and who speak of the world by observing it; and I see these two people talking to each other; sometimes I think that they have just manipulated their thoughts. In your mind you believe that they have created something, but again it seems limited. It seems like all the world can ever be is a complex tapestry; it can never be a solid blue. Everything seems brittle; everything seems like it is a victim of causation. Causation can be manipulated, but it is still causation. It seems like you can never really see anything, because the light has to go through your eyes first. What if your mind could create energy? What if you mind could destroy your body, and move to another reality? Why can't your mind do whatever it wants? What if you saw something without your eyes? Many of these things I have just consider for the first time. It seems that often the very meaning of things is obliterated by our standards. Comments?