I've been trying, but she all of a sudden left last night after she was being hard on herself and I was trying to calm her down.
She even told me that Ani deserves me and that she herself doesn't. 😬
I'm fixing to go send her a long e-mail that hopefully she will read.
I couldn't have a peaceful sleep last night at all. I kept dreaming about her and waking up and thrashing about and I feel like shit.