wildest sexual fantasy

wha? o_0

i need my oun place... BADLY

and i need the $$ to get meg the ring she deserves

dude... YOUR 19! TOO SOON TO BE THINK'N THAT! enjoy your life a bit while you still can

i'll get her the ring, propose, then we can do whatever we want, and fokel's cant complain!

either way, i know i cant live without her, so i may as well shut fokel up

ok .... if you say so ... but i advise against it this soon

it'll be months b4 i hav the ring, longer b4 i ask, and the cereomny wont be for years

if it's not ... i certianly hope you'll be ready for the consiquences

huh?
we'll wait till after graduation

there's always consiquences for jumping into a thing like that ... and i hope your ready for them if you do

i love her, you know that.
it feels wrong not to have her with me

but there's a huge differance between loving someone ... and living w/ them

yea, and every night, i wish she was with me, every morning, i hate that im not holding her.

i can sleep when she's in my arms,
i can sleep!

believe me .... i know how you feel

well, i know how you feel about being tied down, and i can be happy this way
so can you, when you let it happen..,

and i dont mean to rush you

i know ... i'm not ready yet .... ashley and carole kept me on too short of a leash ... and i'm just now getting over it .... i still need time b4 i can settle down w/ Kristen

i dont have the history you have, and noone can blame you for not wanting to deal with that yet, but i've found what most people spend their lives looking for, and i wont let it go.

i know .... i just need time with her ... time for her to heal my wounds ... then i'll be ready, beleive me i want to be with her forever right now, but i understand i'm not ready ... not quite yet

i know, and im sure she knows... she wont rush you.
but i know what i need. and i'm going to do what i have to to make her happy because that makes me happy

alright, i'm out ... peace

peace