Originally posted by Blind-Enemy
FJ>when I was 14 my first girlfriend died on a car accident, there were 5 people in the car but she was the only one who got injure. she was so disfigure that the phorensic doctors had to cut flesh from her ass to try to reconstruct her face. she looked like a barbie doll than a human being. from that is were my illness became worst๐
wow, i'm really sorry. didn't mean to brink up bad memories like that. so sorry.
FJ> yep, another f*cking schizophrenic episode
ok... at the entry of my dad's company I saw this pretty girl waiting for the bus or something...she turned at me and ask me for the time and after that we kept talking and I invited her to my office for a coffe, she accepted... after 20 minutes in my office my brother Scott enters(he hang around my office all the time) , and I introduce him to the girl... he was paralyzed, and then he had a tear in his face, he told me "Arthur there's no one there" ...I started to cry and he hold me and we cried for almost an hour and then he took me home...
that's my life...I have to live with shit like this everyday , and then people ask me why I want to kill myself, why I want to cut myself ...
Originally posted by Fallen Jedi
something that really irritates me, is when ppl try to sugar coat break ups. why the hell do guys do that? i mean, just be straight forward about it.
girls can be pretty bad with break-ups too, even being straight-forward about it.
"I'm sorry, you're a real great guy. I don't know why you are still single, but I think I want to go and try to make my marriage work out... it was nice, all the stuff we did together and all, especially that thing you do with your tongue... I can't believe it was your first time ever trying that, you are my god and my hero, but not my husband, so I must go home now..."
who was she kidding?
oh and
"I'm sorry, but I have cancer, and I have decided to face it and fight in in private and alone..."
cancer-schmancer!! Death do us part, remember? Death do us part!!!
then there was..
"Guess what? good news/bad news... good news is I beat my cancer!
bad news is, even though I dearly love you and admire you and thank you for standing by me even while I repeatedly pushed you away, and I greatly appreciate all you have done for me and for my spirit and state of mind and the state of my body-- especially that thing you do with your tongue MY GOD!! I can't believe it!!--- and I can't believe I'm not going to allow us to get back together after that, but it's true, the bad news is, I don't want you back..."
She can't believe it??
what about me?! what about my needs?!
straight-forward really also can kinda suck ass!!!
Originally posted by Fallen Jedi
omg, rick. maybe i shouldn't have asked.
really sorry. kinda funny though, but...well
i can't help but keep on laughing.
i am so evil. really sorry.
oh great... another woman mocks my pain... ๐
just kidding!
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well, I mean all that stuff is true all the conversations really happened almost like I wrote, but just kidding about FJ being like all the other horrible heart-breaking hateful hurtful women out there... she's not...
you're not, FJ, I luv ya too!! ๐ฎ