Poetical Justice

I am insecure.
I've spent my life being battered by others,
taking their criticisms and pretending it doesn't hurt.
They think it's fun,
that I'm just their punchbag,
just there to be abused and mistreated.
Outside I show no pain,
just a smile and I let them get on with it.
It's easier that way.
My confidence is bruised and my self-worth is nothing.
Sometimes I feel like nothing,
non-existant,
a not-human.
This is an existance, not a life.
Each night I pray I die in my sleep.
Each morning I hope they kill me today.

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Ash, it's all going down hill again isn't it??

🙁

Bite That Bullet

Concentrate, it's there in front of your face
Zooming towards you at lightning speeds,
Eye it, stare it out,
You've got barely a second before it slams you,
Knocks you to the floor,
Spilling your life blood, making you bleed.
Are you gonna stand there and allow it to tear through you?
I doubt it.
Bite that bullet baby.
Crush it to smithereens,
Spit it to the floor, and stand tall,
You're strength personified,
You've nothing left to cover, to hide.
Raise your face,
Take your rightful place, amongst heroes and martyrs.
Bite that bullet baby,
Grind your teeth until it tastes like sherbert,
Feel no more hurt.
Pain?
It has no necessary name, in your personal dictionary.
You're a trojan queen, you're Helen of Troy,
You're Cleopatra, screw that snake,
No-one has the right to take,
Anything from you.
Unless you give them permission.
Bite that bullet baby.
Bite that bullet.

Dedicated to my hard liquor honey 😉

That's beautiful

For you, I hope you heard what I was saying. It only took a very short time to write, but I wanted to talk to you through verse, so I wrote what I would have said as a post, but as a poem. Does that make sense?

*hugs* Yes it does. Thanks Sy.

*hugs*

Good stuff, I just re-read it and it's a bit dodgy. I'm glad you understand my nutty ramblings 😄

This is a poem i wrote a while ago. I like it.

Who will he pick?
Martreal, you make me sick
First Brandi and now Tiquana
You little prick!
Just make up your mind!
You want two girls?
How do you find the time?
I know, I know
You can only pick one
But get over yourself,
I will make this fun.
Iny-Miny-Miney-Moe
Ones a friend and ones a foe
But by now it should be an easy choice
Come on, think real hard
Listen to that little voice.
I Know if you really think hard
It will come to you
For now go sit in the yard
And decide who’s right for you

Me? I wouldn’t want you back with Brandi
Pick that other girl...
Amanda
No Wait, Tiquana is the one for you
Hold on, a minute ago there were only two.

Anyway I’m about to have a fit

Tiquana or Brandi...
Who will you pick?

Babes, that's a really strong poem, with a hardcore message.

You tell 'im sista 🪩

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I love your sig babes, sexeh 😉

thanks! 🙂

That Guy

I want to be that guy you love,
the one that makes you smile

The one that makes your fears erase
if only for a while

I want to be the guy you want,
the first thing out of bed

and when you dream, you dream of me
I'm all that's in your head.

And If you cry, I'd be that guy
that drys up all your tears

the one that never leaves you alone,
because my love is always near

My love for you does not burn out, dry up, or go away
When I told you that I loved you, my love was here to stay.

that's beautiful...🙁

well....i'm sure it's not surprise who i wrote it for.

Maybe one day....i'll get to be that guy. 🙁

A person with no heart or soul

the walls i built around myself are crumbling
the barriers that block my heart are breaking down
ive given up hope
ive given up on happiness
because i have never felt their presences
with no protection around me now
their hurtful words tear me down
im nothing but pieces now
being blown away in the wind
the wind i used to feel on my face
that would make me feel free
but now it scatters the pieces of my broken heart and soul
i will never be a whole person again
just a person with no heart or soul
an outline of the person i used to be
they see what they have done to me
i expected tears of guilt to stream down there face
but instead i hear laughter
laughter at my weakness

Abomiation

I am deciever, I am destoryer
this were I feel most at home
I am destruction I am evil
I am veageance I am malice.

cry I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't able to make you feel more differently than that poems expresses. crybaby

you deserve to be treated so much better babe....🙁

Being in love with you is the greatest thing in the world
If I could be in love with you forever I would
There’s so many things I could say
To let you know how much I really love you
And there’s so many things I can’t say
To let you know how much I really love you
There are some things words can’t describe
Some words can describe my love
But most of the love I have for you
These words can’t describe
I can sit here and say how much I do love you
But you already know I love you so much
Besides these words I say, there is a lot more love deep down
Words can’t even begin to describe how I
Feel deep down inside about you
Baby, I’ll never leave you
I can’t be without you
I love you so much
It makes my days better knowing I’m with you
I’m so much happier being with you
And I know I can tell you anything and everything
So I’ll say it again
Baby, I love you so much
I love you with all the heart I have in my body