Originally posted by Agent Phillips
I want to be an actress. I have this burning ambition to someday star in a Tim Burton movie.However,
I'm not entirely certain that any career is going to be an option for me. Not because I'm not qualified, no I'm an A student, I pass exams with amazing ease...no, it's because I honestly think I'm either going to be in prison or some sort of institution by the time I'm 20.
I'm not kidding, I really think that before too long I'm going to murder one of my classmates. I've been being tormented incesently for about 12 straight years, I recieved my first death threat at the age of 5. The problem is what they're doing isn't technically against any rules, so the most the teachers can do is tell them to lay off me, which means nothing to those prats. Plus, they do it little by little, each attack isn't that bad in itself, but over the years it's been like a dripping tap, drip, drip, drip, drip... and it's not just one person, it's everyone, all but a few of my close friends. They come over, they start asking me questions, in these really patronising voices, they won't leave me alone, then if I have anything in my hands or on the table near me, they take it off me, and if I try to get it back they accuse me of going psycho and then all their friend come over and start staring at me and taunting me, I feel like a dangerous animal in a cage at the zoo. On the bus, if anyone's going to have something thrown at them, or have someone smack them over the head or have someone kick the back of their seat it'll be me. People I don't even know call me names, everyone seems to know and hate me even though I've done nothing to them.
That's the part that gets to me most, they won't even tell me why they're doing it, they won't even tell me why...*pauses* I can't believe I just wrote all that. I've never said that out loud before. Just goes to show that I trust the KMC members much more than anyone I know in real life
Holy crap... I know exactly how you feel... I used to get teased exactly the same way, still do sometimes... When I tell kids to shut up or whatever they just say crap like "ooooh somebody needs to control their temper" and moronic shit like that... I would beat the crap out of any one of them if given the chance.