I DIDNT SAY I WAS GOING TO DIE , THOUGH IT SEEMS LIKE SOMTHING I SHOULD DO , I MENT MY FAMILY , MY GRANMAS UNHEALTHY AND I CAN TALK TO HER ABOUT ANYTHING , IM GETTING REAL UNHEALTHY , MY FRIENDS HEART STOPPED BUT SHES OKAY NOW , BUT IT MAY HAPPEN AGAIN who cares about me im on my own in the god forsaken world anyhow