Burning

i cant remember 14.

Fkn hell! I wish I was 14 again!

LOL I am 😂
That's why i never claimed to be "in love" with anyone 😛

*sigh* being 14...I can remember that like it was a few years ago

hell, i cant even remember my twenties!!!

Originally posted by §pearhead
*sigh* being 14...I can remember that like it was a few years ago

I have a bad memory 🙁

I'm fifteen and well 😕 <-- this is how I feel about all this love and suicide stuff

ima be 17 in less than a month...when i was fourteen i had major depression problems cuz my best friend for 9 years moved away
n i contemplated suicide till i was almost 16 cuz of other crap in my life...
Tassie>everything gets better, even when you feel as though there is nothin left for you, please understand that there is, and even if you dont see it now, eventually it will show up, as it is, right now i couldnt be happier, i finally realize that there are people who love me and want to be around me (im goin out w/my gf tonite) and i noticed that my future isnt really as dismal as i thought, I CAN get into college w/my grades (which arent so great) and im noticing that theres a lot of people who care about me as much as i care about them....

If you dont believe me, try writing everything you feel, say, do, etc.. out not a journal, but rather a constant reminder to yourself about your present life, and you will probably notice that things arent so bad, and if they are, then hopefully you will notice them getting better....

life is tough, but its not as bad as i once thought...and i realize it never was as bad as it seemed.

i feel so ****ing old now.

😂 thats cos you are 😛

well, the older the bull, the stronger the horns.

rogue, how old r u?
creepy stalker man

i love the mythical bird, phoenix, in my life i felt beaten and knocked down so many times i decided to fight back. i came to my sences and carry out my thoughts, i have no more worries. in fact i love the name so much i m having thoughts of nameing my first son, PHOENIX Woods.

Originally posted by realworlddreams
rogue, how old r u?
creepy stalker man

Originally posted by tassie
If you don't feel open this thread, or read this, then it's clear you don't feel the same way

But i've been feeling this way for some time now... a few weeks... i've felt it before, but i've always been able to see some light even when i'm feeling it...

I'm not heart-broken.

I'm beyond that.

Simply, i just feel as if i've fallen into a hole, and i can't get out, i can't breathe... nothing seems worth living for.... i REALLY dont see ANY point of continuing life, i DONT
How the hell can some people live without love?? How can they STAND to be ALONE???

Everything has SERIOUSLY fallen apart in my life... EVERYTHING. I'm being told that i've become distant, almost "unreachable"

I love my friends, but they're all pre-occupied with their own life. And instead of crying on my bed, at night, i wish to death i had a shoulder to lean on, someone to feel my pain, to hear me cry, so that my tears don't all go in vain....

And someone to be there with me, to hold me... i feel so damn alone

Doesn't anyone else feel this way? Or am i just alone, because i've seriously been feeling like i'm Jinxed

Wow... Are you like... Suicidal? 😕 Don't kill yourself... No matter how depressed we get sometimes, life is still worth living..

I am 17 soon to be 18, this is creepy.

14...ahh... back before I went insane and did stupid things.

I was Suicidal too for awhile, I don't know why, it most of been a phase

Originally posted by realworlddreams
rogue, how old r u?
creepy stalker man

no, i dont think i'm that psycho 😖

well, maybe not yet lol... but i still have some of my sanity left 😛