i think i made a mistake
u know how i talk about the girl ive been seeing for a bit over a month now? the one i went to prom w/who ive said is my gf cuz thats how it felt an all?
well...i havent really seen her all week, so today she had "practice" for a show, and i stayed there w/her cuz she didnt have to do a whole lotta practice...
anyways...
so im there w/her, n she wont really come near me, isnt really talkin to me, n running off to other people all the time...
she knows the only reason i was there was for her, cuz i thought it'd be nice to hang out w/her, cept she basically ignored me.
anyway...i got pretty fed up after about half n hour so i grabbed my stuff n started walking away....i didnt say goodbye
as im walkin, i heard her say goodbye, but i ignored her, acted like i didnt hear her. mostly cuz i was pretty mad at her
was i justified in not saying goodbye? and in being mad at her?
i dont WANT to be mad at her, but i felt really used right then.
The biggest problem we had was that we didnt get to see each other a lot, and now she had huge opportunity, and she ignored it and ignored me.
it seems to me as though she only likes me when its convienent for her, and that isnt very often. I dont want to be part of a fling, i dont want to get played off as something expendable...
as of today i consider myself single again, and if i can make a date w/sumone else, ima take it, simply cuz i'd rather have a few hrs of enjoyment rather than the hrs of pain spent wondering whats happened between me an her.
i dont even know how to react to this....theres never been anything like this in my life... 🙁 how can people be like this?
how could she take me for granted like that?