Sauron
It is truly fitting that I met you in the Tig Party...since that is where you and I have spent most of our time together. Page 72 was my first visit, and now as I see we have passed page 2100...a long long time ago.
I was nervous about talking to the people in the tig party, especially you. I remember thinking to myself...what is a X-Files nut doing in a LOTR Forum....specifically talking to some guy named Sauron ?!? He is going to chew me up and spit me out. But the more you and I talked...the more that I realized that I was home. There was something about you that just clicked with me, and I had found my new best friend.
As some may read these posts...I wonder if they catch some of what we talk about. The toliet escapade. What a way to spend a Saturday ! I wish I knew what page that started on, for we had so much fun that day, I was crying so hard from laughing. Turning you into the purple staypuff marshmallow Sauron and then calling in the LOTR Busters ! omg 😂 From there, we took our picture making ability to the next level ! Do you remember the day that I installed the revolving door into the Tig Party...and the day that you brought your Troll and he destroyed it. You then Forged me a new one...and since I was so happy...I hung the disco ball from the ceiling ! ( people reading this must be so confused right now !!! )
All the multiple conversations about Aurora you were having. I was so torn as to what to do, and what to say...but you were there for me...giving me advice, and the advice I needed. For a friend like you would not hang me out, but you knew exactly what you were doing and I thank you for helping out a mate in a time of need, a time of confusion...and sitting here typing this out to you in TN should be proof of that !
Our much debated conversations about who was the most popular, and although with neither of us really caring and thinking that the other WAS the most popular, I went ahead and created a thread for it and put it to vote ! ( It was a landslide for those that don't know...Sauron is more popular 😄 )
Then there was the day that you got banned ! ( But shhh, we aren't supposed to talk about that ) I remember logging on that day, and seeing the posts in the Tig party...not knowing the story, I flew off the handle and wanted answers. When I got them, it wasn't enough. What does one do without his best mate..his right hand ??? It was the longest 11 days ever...and when we counted down together...awaiting the final minutes....your release...only to find out that we had our days wrong ! 😂 Go Figure !
You and I have been branded the trouble makers on the Forum. When we are on together, there seems to be quite a few Mods that come to the Forum to keep an eye on us. I think we like the danger, we like causing trouble...but keep it in good taste ! ✅
It is fitting that one of our favorite movies is "The Blues Brothers" For you are close to me like a brother, my best friend above all others...and I wish there was a way that you could be my "Best Man" when I marry Aurora...for you are exactly that !
I love you Man !
Shadowy_blue😄
s-b...and i have known each other for a long time...and its hard to pin-point my exact first...meeting with her...but i do know i have enjoyed every second i'm with her...
...s-b understands me in a way that few people do...and its that sense of awe and inspiration...that i get from her...is what i love most...
without s-b...I wouldn't have gotten very far.
She is my inspiration..for everything. And i owe so much to her.
Its hard to explain...but the more I think of her, the more and more, i relize how deeply in love i am with her...at first it scared me...but that was just because it was new...and now its the most wonderfull feeling i've ever known...
there is nobody else, not a single person, who could take her place, a place that holds both love and undeniable passion, in my heart...my heart could not be happier,, then at this point in my life...had we not found each other, who knows where i would have been.
So it is because of s-b, my own self, is swept up in the love and gentle compassion, that we happen to share.
You will never ever know, how much you truly mean to me...and your place in my heart will ALWAYS remain, to whatever end i come to...just thinking about you now, makes my heart surge with so much compassion and love towards you.
You are etched into my heart,for all time, i will NEVER forget you, because i can't...and i won't.
I do hope i will be with you untill the day i die, because i can't see myself alive, with you not in it. And i can only hope and pray, that this truly is for real.
And yes, s-b i DO love you, because a world without you, is not worth living.
-fight for your right
justifying meaningless expressions/
never looking back
because whats in fron of you is JOY
Behind dosn't mater
because 'NOW' is what does/
i'm moving on
I'm in the presence of something better
Somthing to hold me
Not to kill me, i'm not afraid/
Why should i be?
Its only a passing thing, it will be alright in the end/ you'll see
i Hope everything will last forever
nothing lasts forever, but this just might/
This might be the exception to the rule
What rule?/
No mater what i'll be there for her
this i must swear to myself, so the darker force will not capture me
don't wory about it
I won't because we are together/
I am alive
with her/
Before I explain why the people mentioned below are my lovers...er, ermm favorite members here, here's something I'd like to address everyone in the LoTR board. Ask almost everyone here, and you'll know that I'm an OTF nut, and the fact you guys have been able to lure me away from there for any length of time is a real statement to all of you. So thanks for being as friendly as you are.
Now, without further ado 😖 allow me to thank...
Sauron: I first met this nut on the OTF; not too strange, because personally, I think he and I are fairly similar. Since I knew him before ever posting here, he was the familiar face in this place. Not only that, he's such a fruit that he could make me laugh at a funeral. bah 🙄 slight exxageration, maybe 😛 Regardless, his laidback view of the world is just awesome, and in a lot of ways reminds me of myself. And because I love myself sooo much, I've gotta like him to.
Props to you, man! 😄
Tassie: I first met her in the OTF as well, but then, she was "Bloom4ever". I have a tendency to ignore actor's names or role's in their names (nothing personal, really), so at first glance, she was nothing special. I hadn't even realized she'd changed her screen name until one time she says, "Yea, I've seen you before. Remember bloom4ever?" Click. Yep, I remember. A month later or so we first talk on MSN. 😖hifty: After teasing the bejeezus out of her (the shifty and her unspoken
Spoiler:--I'm gonna get if for that), she decides to turn the tables on me and torment me. But that's ok. Easily one of the sweetest members here, this is a thanks from me to you, Ava. 😄 😉
arachnophobia
Wow I really am at a loss for words guys. Reading all the posts ( not just for me) brought tears to my eyes. I love you all!! I don't think I could do justice right now naming individual ppl, but I am going to take time and heart and write down what everyone on here means to me..............
😄😄Look for further posts................
Originally posted by shadowy_blue
I'm touched, and I'm crying. YES! I'm crying...not just teary-eyed.But I don't know what to believe anymore.
Action speaks louder than words.
I'm sorry.
But now...what the heck? I love you Smodden...very much. And I've sooo much more realized that after the "turbulence" that happened between us 5 hours ago. I'm just glad that it's all calm already.
Because of that turbulence, I realized how MUCH I truly love you. I didn't know what to do. I thought it's all over. I was REALLY crying. I felt that a huge part of me was taken out. In fairness though, it was all my fault to begin with. I'm so sensitive and I'm asking for so much more. 🙄
I'm just thankful though. I think that turbulence lead us so much closer to each other. That was the very first obstacle we had to go through, and we did. 🙂
I want to die with you, too...(though not necessarily right now..LOL..😛 )
I love you. 😍
Thorondor...man, thank you so much for everything. Thanks for the help regarding that..."turbulence"..I swear I really didn't know what to do. I had to get it out of my system..and you really calmed me. 🙂 You made me feel so much better. I really didn't know what to say to Smodden, and thank you for offering to talk to him. 🙂 If it wasn't for you, things wouldn't have worked out for the better. The two river have collapsed or dried out already. But you built us a foundation in a way. 🙂
If we'll look at it in a more realistic way...you of all people should be the last one that I've bothered about it. (due to some "situations" 😉 ) I really appreciate it. Thank you so much. cry
Okay this is my second part of my last post…
AD and Aurora: to A.D. I knew very little of you…but as I read more of your post I realized what a cool guy you are…and though we’re the same age, you by far are the wiser of the two of us…our resident sage if you will… 😛 ...he who leads with wisdom and patience for those that you have to suffer through with our tendencies to go offtopic and our juvenile tendencies…hehehe…hats off to you my man….
To Aurora, as well I knew very little of you save for the success of your “First Annual Tig Party”…which by the way when I first read it, it was a lot different than it is now…of the little conversation we’ve had on MSN, I’ve learn a lot about your personality…charming and witty and when I saw your pic I realized then why A.D. fell madly in love with you…only a blind man would not have seen the obvious…to the both of you I wish you many happy returns on your new and exciting adventure ahead…it was and will always be an honor on my part to have contributed what little I did for your auspicious new beginning…*the comic*…
Discos: what can I say…that but you’re an absolute loon… 😛... your ability to type typos in your post is beyond me even though I do understood what you were trying to say but has brought tears of laughter…at first I didn’t know what to make of your posts when at the end of it you’d write 'Discos –'…it took me a while to figure that one out…for a while I thought there were two of you…heh! 😎
Smodden: I never figured that you too would fall in love…now there's three…I can only hope that fortune smiles your way as you endeavour in your relationship with shadowy…my one regret is that I didn’t get to know you as well…but you have shown respect and honesty touched with your sly humour to make me smile and laugh…
eezy45: I mention you because you corrected me in my horrible german grammar in the picture thread…what a gas!…but to know you is to love you….lol 😛
PippinTook: the first person I think I spoke to at the tig party not too long ago…I believe we were the only ones on that late Friday night…forgive me for lying to you about my age…at the time I didn’t wanna scare you off…I’m not a perv or stalker or some crazed overweight bald man who drinks beer and watches TV all day…really… 😛
but you did make me feel welcome…and I thank you for it…
Shadowy Blue: our other walking encyclopaedia…and though there is no competion between you and Exa for both of your contributions to those of us who are ignorant have been tremendous…not only that you are one very beautiful filipina and smodden is lucky…*to smod – beware the filipina temper* just kidding mah man…however, between you and discos the picture thread has been a success…
And to those that I have not mentioned...i do apologize, it is not for a lack of anything to say for there are very many of you in the lotr forum that I like very much and many of you have brought smiles to my face and laughter to my heart…
In closing, this I will say. The lotr forum has given me one of my greatest pleasures in every posts I’ve read…it has also opened my eyes to the respect and appreciation that each and everyone of you has shown not only to me but to each other…would that the real world were similar how happier we would all be…but there will come a time when life will take hold of all of us in some way or other…and for many of you, you will come to grow beyond KMC and live life as it should be…as it will for me…we will come into responsibilities and other priorities that will take up much of our time and we will find that at some point we will spend less of it here…a sad day yes, but true nevertheless…when that day comes, this forum will most likely grow quiet of it’s familiar siggies and avvies and s/n and be replaced as all thing do with new faces…*noobies*…for that is the way of the world and nothing can stop it…you will all be sorely missed and will be very sad and realize how much of it I will long for but must continue on as you will also…what then? I myself shall not forget, especially you Chris(Sauron) and Exa…*I do apologize if still call you that, for that is what I know you as other than your real name Maria*…my one request is that all of you accomplish all that you dream even if no one else believes in it…
"Live the dream"