It is a shame when your friends ignore you...it hurts down deep inside. I am guilty of it as well.
I have not been here for a friend that has needed me. I made a promise to this friend of mine that things would not change, and they have, and it was something that I could have controlled, but didn't.
And now that they have changed...I am willing to make this effort to spend the time that we do have together...but I feel that it is possibly too late, and I have lost this mate as a friend !
Originally posted by A.D. Skinner
It is exceptionaly hard when your best mate does not wish to converse with you for he has the desire to hold a grudge
Right
i told you this in private
But apparently you still wish to have some sort of problem with me on the forum
so now i post it here.
You want to know WHY im mad at you
well here goes
i will again, take us back in time, a few months ago
Chris says: I was thinking today, well..what if when you and aurora move in together your away doing married couple things and forget me
A.D Dkinner says: i woould never let that happen mate, ever
Well guess what- You did
But still, i sat here
and i sat here
and i sat here
Waiting
just..waiting
for you to come back
You do, and on the first night you twist my words, try to tell everybody i support saddam, LOOK for reasons to bring it back up....
You just want this thread closed, so you and aurora can sit and badmouth me and blame it on me for her thread being shut down..thats all it is..
Originally posted by Vingilot
Don't feel that way ❌
I wish I didn't...but it is obvious that I have hurt this friend of mine. And then yesterday I did something so terrible, so awful...( I look back on it and see that it was not myself, but something evil and horrible that took control of me )
I have no words for my actions of yesterday, and I am not sure as to how I would even apologize for what I did...nor do I think my actions would be unforgivable...for this friend of mine has ceased speaking to me
Originally posted by The Innkeeper
Right
i told you this in private
But apparently you still wish to have some sort of problem with me on the forum
so now i post it here.You want to know WHY im mad at you
well here goes
i will again, take us back in time, a few months ago
Chris says: I was thinking today, well..what if when you and aurora move in together your away doing married couple things and forget me
A.D Dkinner says: i woould never let that happen mate, ever
Well guess what- You did
But still, i sat here
and i sat here
and i sat hereWaiting
just..waiting
for you to come backYou do, and on the first night you twist my words, try to tell everybody i support saddam, LOOK for reasons to bring it back up....
You just want this thread closed, so you and aurora can sit and badmouth me and blame it on me for her thread being shut down..thats all it is..
I was not trying to bring it back up Chris...
I am sorry for bringing things up yesterday, and I feel horrible about them ! I believe I lost a friend yesterday and it sickens me to no end...you may ask Aurora if you wish, but last night I could not sleep with the thought of losing you as a friend ! I was disgusted at my actions and my words yesterday, for you did not ask or deserve them.
I do not want this thread closed...nor do I wish to badmouth you
Well....
I could ask aurora
but that wouldnt be proof would it
example- I can fly around the rrom 😱 Ask exa *runs of to tell exa to say 'yes he can'*
If you do not wish to bring things up
then why oh why turn 'i think im being ignored' to 'I wish I didn't...but it is obvious that I have hurt this friend of mine. And then yesterday I did something so terrible, so awful...( I look back on it and see that it was not myself, but something evil and horrible that took control of me )'
This is not the place to bring this up once again Chris...for if we do...then we will both be to blame for the closure of the Tig Party...
...and I for one do not wish to be party to that.
( Take note in this my friend ... If my sig yesterday made you so upset, then why if your avatar makes me upset..have you not changed it ??? )