psychotic violence vs. mental illness

some things cant be fixed

but you're right, suicide is the cowards way out, i never intended to kill myself, i only did it to feel the pain

QUITTERS??????????????????????????????

I wont even...

yes true true

sniper, you know my condition right?...well, when she died, that's when things became worst...I saw her in my bedroom, and I could almost smell her and feel her presence in the room 🙁 ...
sometimes I cant take it 🙁

i understand

OMG that must b horrible!

BE, i wouldnt blame you if you took the easy way out, but it would be wrong

the thing is...
that I only see girls... pretty girls most the time...
sometimes they look normal, others they are dead (mutilaled, burnt ans sick sh*t like that) 🙁

I ask myself all the time why god is punishing me? 🙁

I know what you mean sniper

look BE if u r kiddin' it's not good to joke about this kinda stuff nd well if u r not then u gotta go to a pshyciatrist

find somthing, a symbol, somthing that gives you strength
i have a friend with problems like we have, and i have a silver ring, an old beatup, tarnished ring. but i wore it when almost everything good i can remember happened to me. i gave it to him yesterday. i told him that when he feels weak, he has the strength of us both supporting him, and my luck, and he knows that i dont give up.

frodo_dude... given you an answer will be too long

PLZ!! go to the General Discussion Forum and search for a thread called Schizophrenia (the thread was closed) and read it...it's only 3 pages long

I do not kid about this kind of things 😠

frodo, the point behind this thread is truth, and doctors are not what we ned now

oh taht was u!! and the ppl telling u u should do schock threapy right/??
i think i even posted tehre

ok

I'm gonna go now...
I dont feel to well...
I'm gonna take a bath and try to calm myself...
see ya all

k, bye

bye!

well, anybody else wanna share stories they've heard, or experiences, or just need to spill to people who understand, feel free.

I guess no one is interested then ❌

Originally posted by Blind-Enemy
I know sniper

but what really piss me is that I cannot control it...
**** yesterday I saw my girlfriend in my bedroom...I almost cut my veins...
I yell for help soooo loud 🙁
I even cry...which I NEVER , NEVER CRY!!!

sometimes I wonder why god decided to punish me 🙁

please dont say that god would never punish anybody!!! he tests you not punishes you please read the story about job ( said as Joeb) its in the bible and it fits how your feeling