weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelll.....
there was deborah who dumped me on her bday after a week n a rather expensive present...
then there was Jessica (1) who i got in a huge fight w/at winter formal freshman year n we broke up a day later... that really sucked cuz we were all pissed at each other n my mom still had to driver her home n stuff so it was all ackward...
N then there's Jessica (2) who i broke up w/recently but had the best relationship with...i mean she gave me my frist kiss(es) n made me feel lke a million bucks, when were were together that is...but every time she had somethin else to do she acted like i didnt exist n made me feel like crap...
i broke up w/her cuz i couldnt take bein treated like an inferior being so often, but she wanted to break up anyways cuz she didnt feel the same way about me anymore, n now im in the healin process tryin to retain our friendship that we had for 3 years before dating started, n hopin that one day we coudl get back together...