Originally posted by Clovie
hmm... it is more complicated.. i know...
but 😕 ekhm..trust me you don't want to die.
trust me i do...like, i think 'but i know these ppl will be upset and feel bad! and i wont b able to experience a lot of things i havnt experienced' but then it's like 'wait...i wont b around 4 all that so it wont matter!' im just tryna find a non gross way of killing myself....i wouldnt mind gettin shot...but where am i gonna get a gun from?? or poison..but again, where from?
Clovie i want to say something to you and i hope that you will think about it....
I find it hard to think of anything good to say about myself, i dont have much faith in myself, people always tell me i am something but i cant accept that, i have had alot of pain over the past few years and i dont know if i will ever recover.
If you ever wanna talk just PM me, i find it helps to talk.