I suffer from Paranoid Schizophrenia, that means that I see and hear things that arent there...I see beautiful girls(always beautiful) mutilated, I see mutilated babies, too. when I meet a person , I cannot tell if he/she is real or a product of my imagination. I tried to kill myself 6 times, I suffer from depression too. my girlfriend died when I was 14 and I see her sometimes or I dream about her, but in my case are nightmares. I was planing to kill myself 2 days ago.
so I think my mind is a happy place with cockies and milk for everyone
One wierd thing about me....that I never really talk about. People say ghost do not exist....if they have never seen them why do they think they aren't real? I think that only a selected few can see them.....and the one weird thing is. I was spending time at my great grandmother's in Kentucky and this little girl came over and asked if she wanted to play with her and her dog. I said yes and I got a ball and we let the dog play fetch. Then she left and I told my grandmother that I played with this little girl and her dog. You see, she was looking at a photo album that belonged to her mom. The scary thing is..........the little girl in the picture looked like the little girl I had seen that day, and so did the dog. I asked my Great Grandmother what the little girls name was. She told me and that is what freaked me out. SHe had the same name as the girl I was playing with....