should i ban myself

well said pel. 😉 i think i really am gonna go through with the whole banning thing. it'll be good for me...i hope. hopefully i won't go too mad not posting on here for a few days.

Good luck Fallen Jedi👆

and tex, you might not be able to read other ppl's pms, but i'm sure raz can. seriously, can he?

Originally posted by Fallen Jedi
and tex, you might not be able to read other ppl's pms, but i'm sure raz can. seriously, can he?

If he could he would be able to find out who is spamming through the PMs...

thanks shoukan. 😄 i'm just really gonna miss this place. crybaby

oh, that's right. you bring up a good point shoukan.

You are welcome Fallen Jedi...😎

Originally posted by Fallen Jedi
oh, that's right. you bring up a good point shoukan.

i do?

about the whole spamming thing is what i meant.

oooo 🙂

so shoukan, you're 18 right?

Yes I am 18

interesting. very interesting. 😖hifty: i'm 17 btw.

lol Fallen what are you doing??

The more you try to push it down the more it will bounce back. You're posting in waves now. Don't think of it as an ending or it will fight for its life, that's the struggle of it. Go hit the pillow!!

Poor thing 🙁

damn it, pel your right. i'm telling you i'm addicted.

Originally posted by Fallen Jedi
damn it, pel your right. i'm telling you i'm addicted.

If you understand the addiction you can transcend it. the reason it's killing right now is that in your head you're saying the same thing over and over again. Your focusing on the time spent away right now before you've even gone through it. That feeling is fighting for its right to exist in your head. Simply stop it, no one is going anywhere 🙂 relax 🙂

pel how old are you? you really seem to know what you are talking about.

I spend way too much time here for my own good, and yet I can't tear myself away....

My path is that of knowledge. I also teach transpersonal psychology. Not as a paying job but as well, mission 🙂 And errm I'm empathic. I can feel your restlessness soaked into every word you write. As you perhaps just felt the calm I'm soaking my words with. Go hit the pillow, it's a physical act that will help that feeling you have go. Trust me.

quite the philosopher, aren't we pel? and yeah i think i will go hit my pillow...