i know ... i wasnt thinking ... im sorry hug
and yes he did in_love
on camp, i called him every day, and he said stuff like
"i love you baby"
"i miss you baby"
"i cant wait till you come home!"
then today when i got home, he called me, and he said
"i was talking about you every day!"
"i love you sweety"
"i cant wait till monday"
oh hes so sweet clovie!
he is so sweet!
the day i left for camp, we were at school, and it was form period, and we were just about to go, but i couldnt leave without saying by to him, so i called him up and asked him to come meet me before i left 😉
it was the toughest 4 days of my life cry being without him for that long was horrible weep
um ... i was thinking about it the other day, and i think the only thing i would change about him is his english 😬 he's pretty new to australia, and he's still learning his english, i mean he's really good ... its not really the language, but sometimes i cant understand what he's saying ... not because its bad english, but because of his accent!
but every day i can understand him more and more, and now i can understand 99% of what he says, on and off the phone 😛
anyway, thats imroving every day, and im getting more used to it every day, so its not that big of a problem!?
so you are in love.
becouse the understanding problem is not his fault 😖
in my opinion it looks like that.
when you're in love the other person is just perfect, and everything he does is great and so on..
when you really love someone you know what are weak sides about the person, but you as if don't care about it, coz he is too important to you despite of everything 😕
yes, which is why i dont care about that problem 😬
oh, so love is stronger!?
well maybe one day i will love him?
i mean, weve only been going out two or three months, and im surprised at how much we like each other.
maybe it's because, even though its such little time, we've been through so much! 😖 maybe?
well i guess ... its not really that we've been though heaps ... its that i totally trust him, and i respect him because of what we've been through 😕 let me try explain!
ok, theres been a suspicion of him cheating on me, and yeah i got really angry at him, until i heard the full and true story.
and as a result of that, once he called me on this phone and i was like 'oh its not his but ill put it in my phone book incase i need to call him, or incase he calls me from there again' so i did, and yesterday it came to use!
i called his mobile, but someone (i think his mum probly?) answered it, and said he wasnt there. so i decided to call the other phone, and this girl who sounded about my age(ish) answered and i said "uh is saadu there?" and i was really suspicious. anyway, i knew she was white by her voice, and the girl he "cheated" on me with was white, and i knew it was her! so i was really angry and all, but then i just knew not to be angry, you know!? because i trust him!
oh i cant explain it 😬 but thats one of the things.
another is what ive probly told you about 50 times, and its that he waited for me when i wasnt ready ... he was patient, and thats how i gained my respect for him!
anyway, he doesnt beleive in cheating ... or going out with more than one girl ... even if the other(s) know ...
i know i can trust him on that because
a) i would anyway, because of the way he says it
b) he's said it to my friends
c) i trust him anyway
d) this is the main reason, that should have anyone in doubt, out of doubt ... because he says it to his friends ... and a black guy that's a "playa" tells his friends! and if he tells his friends he's not then it HAS to be true 😖mart: