Originally posted by snehin
no probs i kinda hate even thinkin bout this shit and its not even the half of wats happened so far so i get nightmares if i ever sleep!
oh that reminds me...i need to ask this question
why is it when i sleep at day i get nightmares (or daymares) and when i sleep at night i don't have dreams?
can some explain this to me? PLZ 😛
Originally posted by Uneeklyconfusedi dint ask him to hlp me my ex-girlfriend was there but he came for somereason i knew i'd get him in somekinda trouble i always hav!now my other friend is hurt and my ex is totally nutzo so im practically to balme for all tht if u only knew wat has hapened so far actually im no good never was never will be i just want outa here ASAP so im tryin to get my self outa here with a scholarship!thts why im even on this late!its like 2:45am here not slept for a while now almost 2 weeks i think donno could be less or more!
if you knew he was going to die youprobly wouldnt have asked himout..Darling its not your fault, i guess for them its easier to blame you ....cause they know you wont say anything...
sorry your going throught that ...but shame on them for doing it to you
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Originally posted by GuitarBunnysimple i hav a kinda similar prob if i sleep i get nightmares its because when u sleep durin the day ur only half a sleep but at night ur a drone or ur really half a sleep and tht triggers ur subcontious!
oh that reminds me...i need to ask this questionwhy is it when i sleep at day i get nightmares (or daymares) and when i sleep at night i don't have dreams?
can some explain this to me? PLZ 😛
Originally posted by GuitarBunny
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Originally posted by snehin
i dint ask him to hlp me my ex-girlfriend was there but he came for somereason i knew i'd get him in somekinda trouble i always hav!now my other friend is hurt and my ex is totally nutzo so im practically to balme for all tht if u only knew wat has hapened so far actually im no good never was never will be i just want outa here ASAP so im tryin to get my self outa here with a scholarship!thts why im even on this late!its like 2:45am here not slept for a while now almost 2 weeks i think donno could be less or more!
darling..from what you have told me...it is not your fault..he was a friend helping another friend... the fact that he dies...is.. unfortunate..but ..its not your fault .. thoes that are blaming you are cowards...
as said before you didnt know he was going to die that day ... im sure no one did.. you should beat yourself up about something you had no control over ...... you are waaaay too young to be blamed for things like this ..especially death ....
also .. i dont agree with self deficating....if you dont look after your self and thing possitivly about your self no one else will ...
he is dead and ther eis nothing you can do about it ...moving on is your only option...NEVER EVER blame his death on yourself ....
Originally posted by Uneeklyconfusedi guess so but the problem is logic disagrees with ya see after this my friend was stabbed while hlpin me by doin some errands and the great culprit was my ex then she went crazy and stabbed which made me forget tht she let out all my secrets to the uys tht hate my guts and also dumped me on my birthday see logic says ur wrong i can try but it is never easy movin on without anyone to hlp!my parents care a damn bout me now and my friend even if she try's hlpin i cant let her she is hurt and well works her ass off to hlp me which is bad enough!
women 🙄darling..from what you have told me...it is not your fault..he was a friend helping another friend... the fact that he dies...is.. unfortunate..but ..its not your fault .. thoes that are blaming you are cowards...
as said before you didnt know he was going to die that day ... im sure no one did.. you should beat yourself up about something you had no control over ...... you are waaaay too young to be blamed for things like this ..especially death ....
also .. i dont agree with self deficating....if you dont look after your self and thing possitivly about your self no one else will ...
he is dead and ther eis nothing you can do about it ...moving on is your only option...NEVER EVER blame his death on yourself ....
Originally posted by snehin
i guess so but the problem is logic disagrees with ya see after this my friend was stabbed while hlpin me by doin some errands and the great culprit was my ex then she went crazy and stabbed which made me forget tht she let out all my secrets to the uys tht hate my guts and also dumped me on my birthday see logic says ur wrong i can try but it is never easy movin on without anyone to hlp!my parents care a damn bout me now and my friend even if she try's hlpin i cant let her she is hurt and well works her ass off to hlp me which is bad enough!
fcuking hell....
how the hell do you ......what makes you carry on? ....
Originally posted by Uneeklyconfusedknowin my friend is alive she is my only concern gettin her outa this place and well i wanna make this country good again dont want anyone to go through this it hurts too much and she deserves better and i want it to be done if i can get outa here and get her out then comeback and do smthin to hlp ppl who are havin it rough it kinda can be like a repayment of the shit i did before!
fcuking hell....how the hell do you ......what makes you carry on? ....