Originally posted by Turbo-Cajun
Stfu.... Im not a "stupid idiotic suicidal" person, Ive done some shit i wish i hadn't and I've thought about killing myself before. You can't even understand some of the thoughts that go through the mind when shit like that is going on in your life. Spare us your ignorant retardation. Right now I'm happy with life, things are good and I believe the world can be beautiful sometimes but if everything ended tommorow I think that that would be okay. I wish I could live longer, I want to grow old and find love and meaning in life end enjoy things like retirement and family vacations and shit like that, but its not how long you live, its what kind of life you live.
Thank you, I was about to say something like that myself... I've been very depressed before, never actually tried to kill myself, but I've been through stages where I'd almost rather have died than lived. Don't be an ignorant ******* and say suicidal people are stupid and idiotic, it's really beyond your control. I honestly used to think the same, until it happened to me. It was really scary, I didn't want these thoughts, but I couldn't get them out of my head. It's not a choice to have severe depression like that, it just happens.
As for the original question, I'd prefer if I lived longer, but I don't really "care" one way or the other... What happens happens and could not happen any other way. If I found out that I was going to die tomorrow, I wouldn't be happy, but I wouldn't try and do anything to stop it... odd.