numbers with colors!!!

Started by Furious Angel2 pages
Originally posted by powerfulone1987
I also, though very rarely, more often when I was younger, I would have these conversations going on in my head subconsiously and then when I realized there was a conversation going, I would stop and pay attention to it and I would lose everything, it was like my mind was doing it by itself and as soon as i stop to pay attention to see what's going on it stops.

i have full conversations with myself in my head (and sometimes out loud) subconsciously 馃槷

especially when i cant sleep...so i tell myself stories or tell myself about waht im going to do tomorrow and whatnot 馃槷

I use to always have terrible nightmares when I was younger and I still do sometimes. Sometimes when I am in bed, I can tell when I am going to have a bad dream by the way my head feels. I get this kind of pulsing sensation and I hear this kind of siren, but not quite like a siren, I can't explain the sound. All I know is, my head starts to feel vulnerable and everything starts to come in my mind, and I can feel the badness and I know if I go to sleep I will have a nightmare, so I struggle to wake up and sometimes when you are in the phase in between sleep and being awake, I jerk myself out of it before I fall asleep, cause wwhen I am in that state I can hardly move, i am consious of what's happening ,but i can't move my body. It's like my mind is against me, it's very hard to fight the sensation to give in and fall asleep, but sometimes I win and I use my will power and jerk my self out of it, and stay awake for a while until the feeling goes away. I usually sleep with my radio on so it can keep me connected with the world and fight the bad sensation away and I dont' feel alone in the dark room with the bad feeling. The radio fights the bad feelings away. Hope this doesn't sound too strange. I have been through some tramatic experiences in my life, so maybe the nightmares of symptoms of post traumatic, what ever that word it. I use to think having nightmares was normal, that's how often I had them, every single night. I'd dread going to bed, I'd be terrified to go to sleep. Sometimes I still am.

i always saw 8 as black. and 3 as navy blue. 1 is yellow (from playing pool). 5 as red.

Re: numbers with colors!!!

Originally posted by Furious Angel
at the risk of sounding like a psycho...

in my mind, numbers have colors.

2 is orangeish-red.
3, 4, and 6 are red.
5 is blue.
8 is green.

am i alone? 馃槙

nope, me and my sister alwas talk about it!

but for us its:
number 1 is blue
number two is yellow
number three is green
number four is also blue
number five is red
number six is orange

i think its just the shows you watch 馃槵
when we were little we watched sesame street, and the numbers were always the same colours!

cocaine is 1 hell of a drug

this is just a weird topic....or maybe im the weird 1 for not knowing

yes it is and confusing